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New Quitter; Introduction
Topic Started: Nov 10 2016, 05:51 PM (1,103 Views)
scottludwig
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ODAAT
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One other thing, my first 10 days were manageable. 11 almost killed me but now I'm eating again and feeling better. I read how your body needs to reprogram and fucking believe it after shitting all over myself and wife's friends bathroom proved that I need some recalifuckinbration
This is a non-proverbial, real no shit life or death matter for people with a real non-proverbial no shit chemical additions. miker
I threw a can in a river one day, and the next I bought a fuckin log. Humans are weak, especially addicts. Skol Viking
How many bad days I have now that I am a quitter vs, when I was a user. It always comes out that they are equal, just now I don't have to kill myself to get through what most people call life.
Administration of nicotine will summon the addiction back from the dungeon of dormancy and grant it full control of our lives.

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Bill Dance
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Nic is now MY Bitch!!
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scottludwig
Nov 13 2016, 07:54 PM
One other thing, my first 10 days were manageable. 11 almost killed me but now I'm eating again and feeling better. I read how your body needs to reprogram and fucking believe it after shitting all over myself and wife's friends bathroom proved that I need some recalifuckinbration
Anybody seen or heard from zombie jak??
It's NOT who wants it the most, it's who is willing to work the HARDEST !!

The BEST day to quit using was yesterday, the 2nd best day is TODAY!!
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Zombie Jak
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i can has brains?
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Hey all - Thanks for the words and advice. I think the day 4 raging was the worst of it so far. Im feeling better and pushing back against that voice. Ive been reading alot of self help information, mainly mental and emotional healing. Its tough to admit, but even in the last few days Ive learned I am not an emotionally healthy person. SO add that to the list of things I can get better on.

Keep quitting my friends, thansk for the support. And I think you all might be right, things are getting better.
positivity zombie says "Positivity is contagious....go bite your coworkers"
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Thumblewort
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DUCK!!!!!!!
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Zombie Jak
Nov 12 2016, 10:17 PM
the weekend is no place for a quitter. I'm at the end of day 3. At this point I'm stuck on one thought. And this is going to sound shitty and self centered, but it's what I'm feeling right now. ... I deserve a dip right now.

seriously. I spent the whole day rebuilding a fire pit and pulling stumps of old trees. I have worked my ass off today and i deserve a big pinch of grizzly right now. This is bullshit and I hate it.

I need someone to tell me it gets better from here. Because right now I'm angry as hell and feeling entitled. Fuck you nicotine. You've ruined good honest yard work.
The rage means you are healing. Bring it here, we have big shoulders and have heard it all before. Tell me my picture is ugly. Just don't dip.
Some of my fondest and clearest memories are peeing in places that aren't bathrooms.
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Zombie Jak
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i can has brains?
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THumblewort - You guys are great, just the kind of folks I like to have in my corner. Ive been talking to my fellow quitter Viking a bit lately. Good to know that so many are here to be serious about killing that damn can of shredded shit.

Ive been reading alot lately, some of it being some seriously hippy shit, but hear me out. The main point of the book was "seek what is good". I have latched on to that idea. My body, mind and soul are seeking things that are good, so I must conciously seek that which is good. Healthy eating is good, exercise is good, time teaching my children is good. Alcohol, junk food, laziness, and ABOVE ALL THAT WRETCHED DIP...not good. Seems simple enough.

If we must chew, lets chew the fat. If we must dip, then lets dip the ladies while we dance. Seek that which is good.
positivity zombie says "Positivity is contagious....go bite your coworkers"
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