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Oral Surgeon Visit Today; By CDaniels
Topic Started: Jan 23 2013, 11:30 AM (3,472 Views)
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cdaniels
Jan 22, 2013, 10:55 am
oral surgen visit today. My wife and I show up early fill out the papers and wait in the lobby. then my name is called and we head back to the room. the nurse or assitant asks the normal questions. then we wait for the doctor to come in. he then arrives we talk some more he does his exam. then we talk about what is about to happen. he asks if i just want a local pain killer or that pluss laughing gas.  he says the gas will cost 140 more if i want it. i said no we will go the cheap route. he say ok. they ask my wife to leave the room. not a good idea for them to do. but after a few nice polite words they talk her into waiting outside. i was kinda glad i did not really wabt her to see what going to happen. i know she was worried. the doc lays me back and stucks the needle in the back of my mouth to hit  the main nerve to the right side of my tongue. then stops to let it take effect. then it happens. a full blown panic attack. a grown ass man panicing like a baby. they had to calm me down before they could began. some calm now he puts more shots in my tongue. waits again. next comes the knife. he began to cut my tongue open. i knew it was bleeding bad because of all the suctioning that was going on. he keep saying your doing good. i just want to get it all. its really deep in there. not at all helping my panic. at this time my legs are trembling uncontrolably. my hands shaking and my body is quivering. now its cut out a pea sized tumor looking thing. placed in a container of clear fluid. now the stiching begins. i cant feel it but i can feel the tugging and pulling to tie the stiches. all done done now its a waiting game for a week to find out if it is cancer or not. all because i wanted to be cool and dip as a child. now i am an addict and scared to death that i pulled the trigger to many times stuffing that shit in my lip. i am proud to be quit today. thank you all for having my back and for all the prayers.

In the end I Surrender, I and I alone accept that I have and always will have a Nicotene ADDICTION. It is my choice to quit, but I can't do it alone. I get to go down this path one time, I want to do it right. I recognize that my word, my integrety to you is on the line and is only as good as my actions. Caving is not an option in this plan-Eafman 7/11

I am not cured. I will quit one day at a time. I will continue to do what works. Posting roll everyday. To do otherwise would be foolish on my part. You can do this-Ready 12/11

To overcome your addiction you must comprehend what it means to fail-Razd 3/12

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Just as a building starts with architectural drawings. Your daily quit begins with a promise.-Scowick 2/13

Here and now, focused on today, minute by minute, whatever it takes, I promise to all my bros and myself not to become a negative stat and stay quit!-krok 1/15

I want everyone to be quit. Even the assholes.-Probe1957 1/18

Try walkin' your talk or get the fuck out of my way-A Perfect Circle (TalkTalk)
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