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Gum Grafts - I've had 5!; I thought this should be a new topic
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Topic Started: Jun 10 2012, 06:08 PM (9,674 Views)
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Coach Steve
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Dec 5 2012, 09:25 AM
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- Diesel2112
- Dec 4, 2012, 7:38 pm
- fwbwrestler07
- Dec 4, 2012, 3:40 pm
This is very disheartening... When I was creeping around the site before I flushed my can 126 days ago, I came across Gooch's story. I was planning on flushing it a few days later but after reading his story and the pain and shit he went through I flushed it that night. Ive been preoccupied with my quit and my other quit brothers so I havent looked in on Gooch until today... I saw that his most recent activity was over 4 months ago and my stomach dropped...I thought "No, he couldnt have caved, not Gooch he was too strong, especially after having all those surgeries theres no way he did..." Then I came in here. It truly is a sad day. Gooch was the first number I got on this site. Now that I'm done being sad, Gooch if your reading this, Thank you. Thank you for sharing your story and helping me cross that line and flush my can. Thank you for solidifying my quit with your cave. I will not give in to the bitch like you have. I will be stronger than you are...I will not go back to finger fucking a can, jamming cancer dirt in my lip. I want my fucking lips, I want to kiss my wife and future kids with my lips. I like my teeth, I love chewing food with my shiny whites, and flashing a smile at my wife. I love my tongue, I definitely love tasting food and eating other things that arent food (if you know what i mean 'Y' ) I'm pissed the bitch got another great guy. Im pissed that he didnt have the testicular fortitude to stick it out. Im pissed that despite peoples best efforts he still gave in to the bitch. This will NOT have a negative impact on my quit...I am quit today...I will be quit tomorrow...
Gooch was unique and funny as hell. Quit within a few days of me. When I hit the hof I texted him and thanked him. He said he was happy for me and congratulated me, that's the kind of guy he was. Said he was doing well. Hope he still is. Good guy.
Caver.
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kana
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Dec 5 2012, 10:00 AM
Post #197
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- Coach Steve
- Dec 5, 2012, 7:25 am
- Diesel2112
- Dec 4, 2012, 7:38 pm
- fwbwrestler07
- Dec 4, 2012, 3:40 pm
This is very disheartening... When I was creeping around the site before I flushed my can 126 days ago, I came across Gooch's story. I was planning on flushing it a few days later but after reading his story and the pain and shit he went through I flushed it that night. Ive been preoccupied with my quit and my other quit brothers so I havent looked in on Gooch until today... I saw that his most recent activity was over 4 months ago and my stomach dropped...I thought "No, he couldnt have caved, not Gooch he was too strong, especially after having all those surgeries theres no way he did..." Then I came in here. It truly is a sad day. Gooch was the first number I got on this site. Now that I'm done being sad, Gooch if your reading this, Thank you. Thank you for sharing your story and helping me cross that line and flush my can. Thank you for solidifying my quit with your cave. I will not give in to the bitch like you have. I will be stronger than you are...I will not go back to finger fucking a can, jamming cancer dirt in my lip. I want my fucking lips, I want to kiss my wife and future kids with my lips. I like my teeth, I love chewing food with my shiny whites, and flashing a smile at my wife. I love my tongue, I definitely love tasting food and eating other things that arent food (if you know what i mean 'Y' ) I'm pissed the bitch got another great guy. Im pissed that he didnt have the testicular fortitude to stick it out. Im pissed that despite peoples best efforts he still gave in to the bitch. This will NOT have a negative impact on my quit...I am quit today...I will be quit tomorrow...
Gooch was unique and funny as hell. Quit within a few days of me. When I hit the hof I texted him and thanked him. He said he was happy for me and congratulated me, that's the kind of guy he was. Said he was doing well. Hope he still is. Good guy.
Caver.
Haven't heard that name in awhile. (Gooch) When he caved I had a really tough time with it. It sent me into a major funk. Wondering why someone that had experienced so much pain would go back. Then someone told me not to worry about him, and focus on my quit. Cavers affect me differently now, NOW I eat their discarded quits for lunch. Shit them out and look for more. Can't get enough. If they don't want them I'll take them gladly, weak people can kiss my ass...
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Coach Steve
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Dec 5 2012, 10:37 AM
Post #198
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- kana
- Dec 5, 2012, 9:00 am
- Coach Steve
- Dec 5, 2012, 7:25 am
- Diesel2112
- Dec 4, 2012, 7:38 pm
- fwbwrestler07
- Dec 4, 2012, 3:40 pm
This is very disheartening... When I was creeping around the site before I flushed my can 126 days ago, I came across Gooch's story. I was planning on flushing it a few days later but after reading his story and the pain and shit he went through I flushed it that night. Ive been preoccupied with my quit and my other quit brothers so I havent looked in on Gooch until today... I saw that his most recent activity was over 4 months ago and my stomach dropped...I thought "No, he couldnt have caved, not Gooch he was too strong, especially after having all those surgeries theres no way he did..." Then I came in here. It truly is a sad day. Gooch was the first number I got on this site. Now that I'm done being sad, Gooch if your reading this, Thank you. Thank you for sharing your story and helping me cross that line and flush my can. Thank you for solidifying my quit with your cave. I will not give in to the bitch like you have. I will be stronger than you are...I will not go back to finger fucking a can, jamming cancer dirt in my lip. I want my fucking lips, I want to kiss my wife and future kids with my lips. I like my teeth, I love chewing food with my shiny whites, and flashing a smile at my wife. I love my tongue, I definitely love tasting food and eating other things that arent food (if you know what i mean 'Y' ) I'm pissed the bitch got another great guy. Im pissed that he didnt have the testicular fortitude to stick it out. Im pissed that despite peoples best efforts he still gave in to the bitch. This will NOT have a negative impact on my quit...I am quit today...I will be quit tomorrow...
Gooch was unique and funny as hell. Quit within a few days of me. When I hit the hof I texted him and thanked him. He said he was happy for me and congratulated me, that's the kind of guy he was. Said he was doing well. Hope he still is. Good guy.
Caver.
Haven't heard that name in awhile. (Gooch) When he caved I had a really tough time with it. It sent me into a major funk. Wondering why someone that had experienced so much pain would go back. Then someone told me not to worry about him, and focus on my quit. Cavers affect me differently now, NOW I eat their discarded quits for lunch. Shit them out and look for more. Can't get enough. If they don't want them I'll take them gladly, weak people can kiss my ass...
Exactly. Caver. Nothing to see here.
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Kubrick
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Dec 5 2012, 10:49 AM
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Damn saw this post bumped and though maybe Gooch had come back to quit. Guess he'll wait until his gums and teeth are completely gone or he gets that one sore in his mouth that never goes away...
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Bruce
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Dec 20 2012, 04:25 PM
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Gum Grafts, guess who had their 6th today...
This thread reeks of failure. Reading it this dude wanted his quit. But failed, why? Because his addiction got ahold of him and he didn't know where else to reach to but his cancer can. That's why you need to change your mentality, do not use the word want. I want a million dollars, I want not to have to pay bills, I want a super model girlfriend...I won't get those. But I WILL quit today. That's for g'damn sure
I want him to come back...
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Diesel2112
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Jan 2 2017, 08:42 PM
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- Jun 22 2012, 10:20 PM
I just posted this in Kjsylva82's "scared as hell" feed... I thought some of you other newbies would like to know what is waiting for you if you don't keep posting roll...
I've had 5 gum grafts (maybe more? I have honestly lost count).. they are painful as hell... they never put me to sleep when I get them.. they lay your ass back in a dentists chair under a bright ass light.. you have to keep your mouth wide open for an eternity.. after a while your jaws cramp so damn bad you have to take breaks.. they will give you a lot of numbing agent at first in the roof of your mouth and in your gums on both sides (inside & outside of your gums) because the stitches go all the way through your gums.. the first few shots are really the only ones that actually hurt, because after that it is numb.. There are several bad parts of this procedure.. my least favorite is when they cut the hunk of skin out of the roof of your mouth.. they pretty much have you blind folded and your numb as hell.. still you can tell because the dr says "open wide".. the scalpel goes into the roof of your mouth and you immediately taste blood.. because it runs into the back of your throat.. (this is one good thing about being a dipper.. we have an auto shut off back there and we can block from swallowing!) after the dr. makes the first few slices there.. eventually they have to saw the hunk of skin off & THIS IS THE PART I HATE.. your head moves with the sawing action! by this time they have already completely pulled & scraped what is left of your gums in the bottom away from your teeth as to put the newly cut piece from the roof of your mouth.. this next part irks the shit out of me.. my dr always lays the hunk of skin from the roof of my mouth on my shoulder until she is ready to put it into place.. then.. finally when she is ready.. the hunk of meat from the roof of my mouth.. it is tightly packed between my old gum (whats left of it) & my teeth.. then it is stitched into place.. with a rather large needle that goes all the way through your teeth and gums and back around to neatly sew the new hunk of gum into place.. the entire time this is happening the assistant is sucking blood from your mouth and throat with a large tube.. under the blindfold you can see massive amounts of blood going through the tube.. once were done.. a piece of plastic called a stint is placed in the roof of your mouth, to keep you from bleeding.. for the next week or so it is very soft food and eating on one side of your mouth.. very slowly and carefully not to rip anything away from the gum or hit the roof of your mouth.. you are incredibly swollen and sore for a few days..often during the 1st few nights you bleed from the roof of your mouth while sleeping and gag on blood… now just imagine being so addicted that within hours of leaving this surgery… you want to dip so badly that you put a dip into your top lip just to get your nic fix.. you have to do it just right.. any sucking action and you will unclot the roof of your mouth and bleed out like a stuck hog.. Never has a gum graft surgery ever stopped me from dipping.. only when I got tired of all the shit did I stop.. when I got tired of being a fucking slave and paying big money to be the slave. Today even though its only been 12 days..& I still want to dip a few times a day.. but you know what.. I don’t have to! Gone are the days when I have a surgery and I cannot even make it through the rest of the day and I have to pack that shit into my top lip to get the fix.. tell me I am not an addict! I am totally an addict.. if you are here.. guess what?? You probably are too. Today I am so thankful.. I do not have to dip! The nic bitch has lost her fucking power today boys.. I respect the shit out of her because I know what she can do to me.. but today I say no thanks.. actually I say Fuck You and all the pain that comes with you.. I am free today! Thanks fellas! Gooch Not sure why but I thought of this guy today and this post that scared me over 4 years ago. Took me some time to find again but i was able to, finally.
Maybe it can help.someone else? Who knows...
Sadly, even after all this he still caved and vanished. I wonder how many more gum grafts he has had since.
Smh...
Quit on...
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Jan 2 2017, 10:27 PM
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- Jan 2 2017, 08:42 PM
- mikegooch
- Jun 22 2012, 10:20 PM
I just posted this in Kjsylva82's "scared as hell" feed... I thought some of you other newbies would like to know what is waiting for you if you don't keep posting roll...
I've had 5 gum grafts (maybe more? I have honestly lost count).. they are painful as hell... they never put me to sleep when I get them.. they lay your ass back in a dentists chair under a bright ass light.. you have to keep your mouth wide open for an eternity.. after a while your jaws cramp so damn bad you have to take breaks.. they will give you a lot of numbing agent at first in the roof of your mouth and in your gums on both sides (inside & outside of your gums) because the stitches go all the way through your gums.. the first few shots are really the only ones that actually hurt, because after that it is numb.. There are several bad parts of this procedure.. my least favorite is when they cut the hunk of skin out of the roof of your mouth.. they pretty much have you blind folded and your numb as hell.. still you can tell because the dr says "open wide".. the scalpel goes into the roof of your mouth and you immediately taste blood.. because it runs into the back of your throat.. (this is one good thing about being a dipper.. we have an auto shut off back there and we can block from swallowing!) after the dr. makes the first few slices there.. eventually they have to saw the hunk of skin off & THIS IS THE PART I HATE.. your head moves with the sawing action! by this time they have already completely pulled & scraped what is left of your gums in the bottom away from your teeth as to put the newly cut piece from the roof of your mouth.. this next part irks the shit out of me.. my dr always lays the hunk of skin from the roof of my mouth on my shoulder until she is ready to put it into place.. then.. finally when she is ready.. the hunk of meat from the roof of my mouth.. it is tightly packed between my old gum (whats left of it) & my teeth.. then it is stitched into place.. with a rather large needle that goes all the way through your teeth and gums and back around to neatly sew the new hunk of gum into place.. the entire time this is happening the assistant is sucking blood from your mouth and throat with a large tube.. under the blindfold you can see massive amounts of blood going through the tube.. once were done.. a piece of plastic called a stint is placed in the roof of your mouth, to keep you from bleeding.. for the next week or so it is very soft food and eating on one side of your mouth.. very slowly and carefully not to rip anything away from the gum or hit the roof of your mouth.. you are incredibly swollen and sore for a few days..often during the 1st few nights you bleed from the roof of your mouth while sleeping and gag on blood… now just imagine being so addicted that within hours of leaving this surgery… you want to dip so badly that you put a dip into your top lip just to get your nic fix.. you have to do it just right.. any sucking action and you will unclot the roof of your mouth and bleed out like a stuck hog.. Never has a gum graft surgery ever stopped me from dipping.. only when I got tired of all the shit did I stop.. when I got tired of being a fucking slave and paying big money to be the slave. Today even though its only been 12 days..& I still want to dip a few times a day.. but you know what.. I don’t have to! Gone are the days when I have a surgery and I cannot even make it through the rest of the day and I have to pack that shit into my top lip to get the fix.. tell me I am not an addict! I am totally an addict.. if you are here.. guess what?? You probably are too. Today I am so thankful.. I do not have to dip! The nic bitch has lost her fucking power today boys.. I respect the shit out of her because I know what she can do to me.. but today I say no thanks.. actually I say Fuck You and all the pain that comes with you.. I am free today! Thanks fellas! Gooch
Not sure why but I thought of this guy today and this post that scared me over 4 years ago. Took me some time to find again but i was able to, finally. Maybe it can help.someone else? Who knows... Sadly, even after all this he still caved and vanished. I wonder how many more gum grafts he has had since. Smh... Quit on... Wow. What a thread. He is probably still chewing or had is lower jawbone replaced with part of his tibia.
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