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| pavetheway | Aug 15 2012, 10:19 AM Post #151 |
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Because fuck you...that's why.
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I was in that place the other day as well. I didn't hesitate to go to the store and buy some Smokey Mountain. Put a couple pinches in and boom, the bitch was gone. Don't be too proud to use a crutch if you need to every now and again. Don't tempt fate. Proud of you Gooch. |
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Whether you are celebrating on the plains of Kansas, or the mountains of North Carolina, sit back and have a cold one today and be proud of yourself. You are a cat football fan, and there is nothing better on the earth. -Shwan "Fatty" Alkhatib #fatty4ksu Birth of Kansas State Football ---------------------------------------------------------------------- "Get on board with the program or fuck off." - flashman 3/12/2012 ---------------------------------------------------------------------- Quittin everday since 1/2/2012 ---------------------------------------------------------------------- MY HOF SPEECH | |
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| Diesel2112 | Aug 15 2012, 10:35 AM Post #152 |
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Quit Ninja
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Way to fight Gooch. It takes a REAL FUCKING man to step back, think logically, weigh everything out, and make the right decision. A fucking coward runs to the store, buys a can and fills his lip with cat shit that will kill him thinking it will solve the many problems life throws at him. I was that coward, didn't realize it then but I really was. For the past 73 days I've been a man, and I fucking love being a real man. I KNOW you are a MAN Gooch, and an inspiration to me and others on this site. Way to man up and and set an example of how a fucking CHAMP reacts when tempted by the nic bitch!!! I got your back anytime you need it!!! |
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Quit 06/04/12 HOF 9/11/12 2nd floor 12/20/12 3rd floor 03/30/13 4th floor 07/08/13 5th floor 10/16/13 6th floor 01/24/14 7th floor 05/04/14 8th floor 08/12/14 9th floor 10/20/14 Comma 02/28/15 11th floor 06/08/15 12th floor 09/16/15 13th floor 12/25/15 14th floor 04/03/16 15th floor 7/11/16 16th floor 10/20/16 17th floor 01/27/17 18th floor 05/08/17 19th floor 08/14/17 20th floor 11/27/17 21st floor 03/11/18 "Celebrate the moment as it turns into one more".. "You can fight without ever winning, but never ever win, win without a fight". "Onion rings...funyons. A connection? Yeah. I fucking think so." "Honest Abe had a fake jaw". "In a world that seems so small, I can't stop thinking big" "Someone set a bad example. Made surrender seem all right The act of a noble warrior. Who lost the will to fight." | |
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| Wt57 | Aug 15 2012, 10:45 AM Post #153 |
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The Old Man
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Gooch you are definitely one badass quitter! I'm so glad to be quit with you, might be something in the air. I had a massive crave few days ago and Steve yesterday! The thing is we all won we beat the bitch, those that don't freedom eludes therm awhile longer |
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4/1/2012: Nicotine Quit Date 7/9/12: HOF The Missing Warning Label TODAY is the day that counts "Do, or do not, there is no try." Yoda | |
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| carumba10 | Aug 15 2012, 11:41 AM Post #154 |
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Chasing the elusive crave free day
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Way to fight through it Gooch. If the drama is getting you down, walk away from it and read something else on the site. Posting early definitely is a great plan because pretty much everyday you will have some type of crave. The most amazing part of your post is your cousin. He had a baby ???? wtf man what part of the world are you from ? Where I'm from dudes can't have babies. |
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Quit Date: March 23 2012 I am Quit today. Tomorrow ? Not impressed with rants from the 'Do As I Say Not As I Do' crowd. | |
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| mikegooch | Aug 15 2012, 01:59 PM Post #155 |
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Quitter
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Thx Boys!! for all the support and kind words! Carumba - Sorry Man I should've explained... In KY we are some bad asses! We quit and have babies! If we don't quit and have babies we have dip babies (have you heard of crack babies - well this was a dip baby!) As you know my cousin hasn't quit yet so guess what? he had a dip baby.. Should've seen it.. little fella had this wild ass look in his eyes.. like he was looking for something but didn't know what? The titty didn't work when they gave it to him.. then he got a whiff of his daddy's breath! - done a back flip off that little cart - on to his daddy's shoulder and starting sucking on his daddy's lower lip... couldn't get him off either.. he was like an 8lb tick! Like I said - I come from a long line of tobacco users! |
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| JJMARSHALL117 | Aug 15 2012, 02:03 PM Post #156 |
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Assfuckingtastic
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Gooch I gotta thank you, that was some funny ass shit, and reading it just completly took away some anxiety that I just had going on. Continue to stay strong, you are one bad ass quiter. |
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I will conquer what has never been conquered. Defeat will not be in my creed. I will acknowledge the fact that I am an elite warrior who arrives at the cutting edge of battle by any means at my disposal. I accept the fact that my team expects me to move further, faster and fight harder than our opponents. Never shall I fail my comrades. I will rip the heart from my enemy and leave it beating on the ground. WHO AM I? .... I AM A QUITTER!!! | |
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| mikegooch | Aug 17 2012, 05:22 PM Post #157 |
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Quitter
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Hey Ladies... Busy as shit last few days! This is a very good thing for me being self employed! Still for me, real busy = craving.. Today & more this afternoon was BAD! Made it through again, however.. then I drove by the local BP/Baccer Shop (all you Yankees & Yuppies - Baccer is what rednecks call tobacco) Roll of Grizzly $8.99! I don't even like Griz and I was like DAMN! Now this evening.. No biggie! So what about the rest of you Sept Quitters? Any ya'll getting some KINGSIZE craves hitting you in the late 60s early 70s? WTF?? Gooch |
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| Morgan1 | Aug 17 2012, 08:03 PM Post #158 |
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Snark Hunting
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Do they REALLY call it baccer or is that just a redneck joke? I mean if I was in some backwoods kinda place like BFE Tennessee way up in the hills would guys walk into a store and ask for "some a that baccer"? BTW - fuck the cravings Gooch - beat em down like I know you will. You don't crave that garbage anymore. Thats the nic bitch fuckin with you. Tell her to piss off. You crave life and the quit. You crave posting roll. |
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I have control over my quit. There's no luck involved. - Diesel2112 ------------------------------------------------------------------------------ | |
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| mikegooch | Aug 17 2012, 09:56 PM Post #159 |
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Morgan... Sadly there are some places in KY.. They would say the same thing.. Some people would still say "baccer".. No joke! |
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| copingwithoutcopen | Aug 17 2012, 10:49 PM Post #160 |
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E Pluribus Unum
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Mike, Yankee here craving every day. Although they are getting less intence and less frequent they'll always be there. I've found myself tapping my pocket on more then one occasion just because it's what I did even after 2 months of freedom. We can't expect habits to change so quickly, what took decades to develop. The important thing is we post up, don't give the bitch the cunnilingus she begs for and stick to your promise. You being here has strengthened the quit of many of us and even gotten some to dump the shit and post up. We've come too far to turn back now. Be strong brotha! Don't give the slinky bitch a second glance. Coping |
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| mikegooch | Aug 21 2012, 05:00 AM Post #161 |
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Quitter
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Day 73. Seems last week or so has been the hardest of my quit.. Yesterday I was dangerously close to a cave (I think).. A lady I am currently dong an auction for, my crazy GF I always complain about and also my business/life coach all pitched in yesterday and helped me through a very rough day of mental obsession.. can't really call it a crave after 71 days.. it was more of a mental obsession.. Everybody here that thinks we are steel balled fuckers and we are invincible.. That's actually a joke! We are not.. Put us on an island without each other and others around us to help and love us... then we are pretty much fucked! There is a power much bigger than ourselves that is keeping us from using today! I guess I better speak for myself! There is a power much bigger than me keeping me from using today! This power works through numbers..works through this site.. and works through those closest to me if I let it! Anybody here that does not believe they are powerless when it comes to this addiction.. you are fooling yourself.. if you are a true addict you are powerless... just somehow for today you have been given the power to defeat it.. |
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| Eric71 | Aug 21 2012, 06:30 AM Post #162 |
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Quit Wizard
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Feel what you're feeling there Gooch. Been a rough couple days here as well. Maybe it's the barometric pressure, who knows. That bigger thing that keeps us quit is what is called integrity. It is getting up and posting roll first thing in our day. It is being accountable to everyone who saw us post roll. It is looking at the man in the mirror and him being able to look back at you with no regret or timidity. It is what we do when no one is looking. It is divine and instilled in us by our God and our desire to be more like Him. Lean on someone bigger than yourself and you will never fall. Proud to be quit with you today. |
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I AM A NICOTINE MARINE, FIRST IN, LAST OUT, NO ONE LEFT BEHIND! Quit Date: 06/26/2012 HOF Date: 10/03/2012 2nd Floor: 01/11/2013 3rd Floor: 04/21/2013 1 Year: 06/25/2013 4th Floor: 07/30/2013 5th Floor: 11/07/2013 6th Floor: 02/15/2014 7th Floor: 05/26/2014 2 Years: 06/25/2014 8th Floor: 09/03/2014 9th Floor: 12/12/2014 Comma: 03/22/2015 3 years: 06/25/2015 11th Floor: 06/30/2015 HOF "Not a Speech | |
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| Coach Steve | Aug 21 2012, 11:33 AM Post #163 |
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Quit Like Fuck
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Gooch, you absolutely CAN have craves on Day 71 and beyond. In fact, Day 80 was one of my worst crave days other than the first 3 days. Now.....they will subside and get less intense as time goes on. But for the time being you must know that you are by no means out of the woods at Day 71. Thinking that you should be feeling 100% after 2 months of quit just isn't a reality. It takes time to re-wire your brain and 71 days isn't enough time to complete that cycle. Keep fighting, you'll get where you want to be one day at a time. You touched on something else and that is the "higher power" you spoke of. That, my friend, is the accountability you are feeling. It is very real and very powerful. In fact, I would venture to say that accountability is more important than individual will power as it pertains to a successful quit. |
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| Wt57 | Aug 21 2012, 01:15 PM Post #164 |
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The Old Man
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Gooch I agree with Steve that accountability is still keeping me quit! You've been around long enough now to see what happen when someone thinks they have it licked, they come crawling back with their tail between their legs licking their shriveled balls. Some Days are easier and they do start coming more often but remember how long and how much effort you put into gaining and feeding the addiction! For me that 40 yrs can't be reversed in 100, 150, 365 days I honestly don't know when or if I'll ever feel comfortable going even a day or two alone, I know it isn't now! That's why I always post roll early and also make contact with many of you personally every day I need that accountability and I know you do too! |
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4/1/2012: Nicotine Quit Date 7/9/12: HOF The Missing Warning Label TODAY is the day that counts "Do, or do not, there is no try." Yoda | |
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| Big Swede | Aug 21 2012, 03:55 PM Post #165 |
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Gooch, I've been having some bad moments myself lately - once I hit day 60 or so, I found myself nonchalantly thinking about grabbing a chew. Like you said, you couldn't call it a crave . . . there was nothing physical, no trigger, just a stray thought leading me back to nicotine. In some ways, it was easier when it was still a struggle. Now, it seems like at times I'm losing focus and have to jolt myself back to quit mode. Right now, I need my quit brothers and KTC more than ever - I need constant reminders that I quit and will stay quit. |
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