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I just quit RIGHT THIS SECOND
Topic Started: Oct 5 2011, 01:17 PM (1,593 Views)
tazmed
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Wake up, pee, post roll, then coffee...ugly, but effective.
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randomprecision
Oct 6, 2011, 5:28 am
well I couldn't find where to "post roll call" and I know it's important to you guys, but i've already spent too much time looking for it and need to do some actual work this morning.

I'm still going strong but my resolve is weakening. Also I'm pretty over-the-top irritable. Just trying to make it. I know i can make it. Lots of gum, water, and mints. I went from the worst smelling breath of anyone I knew to the best smelling breath. I guess that's something.

I'm winning so far, but something tells me today will be a real test. One minute at a time...

I see that you found how, and where, to post. Great job! That is your promise to everyone here that you will not use nicotine of ANY KIND today...just for today.

Get some phone numbers, call or text a brother (or sister) if you're starting to struggle. Don't be afraid to ask for help if you need it. Shoot me a PM if I can help. Glad to be quit with you today! 'archer'
34 years a slave to the can
First taste of freedom - 6/22/11
HOF - 9/29/11
HOL - 3/17/14

Vires quod Veneratio

Being quit is not my priority, quit is who I am...I AM QUIT!

The difference between Crave and Cave is ONE...LITTLE...LETTER. Don't drop it!

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the community is great and I see how it helps people. I am out though. Don't worry, I won't go back to dipping, but I won't be abused for honesty either. Bye
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randomprecision
Oct 6, 2011, 3:39 pm
the community is great and I see how it helps people. I am out though. Don't worry, I won't go back to dipping, but I won't be abused for honesty either. Bye

Today in role call you say, "you guys are a huge help!"

And out of no where you are leaving because you "won't be abused for honesty".
I am not even sure what that means.

I promise you that this site works, it has for me for the past 74 days. Post roll, keep your word, and repeat, and I assure you that no one will "abuse you".

Hope you change your mind.
For the strength of the Pack is the Wolf, and the strength of the Wolf is the Pack

Quit Date: 7/25/2011
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Never again..... for any reason.
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Steve1357
Oct 6, 2011, 2:50 pm
randomprecision
Oct 6, 2011, 3:39 pm
the community is great and I see how it helps people. I am out though. Don't worry, I won't go back to dipping, but I won't be abused for honesty either. Bye

Today in role call you say, "you guys are a huge help!"

And out of no where you are leaving because you "won't be abused for honesty".
I am not even sure what that means.

I promise you that this site works, it has for me for the past 74 days. Post roll, keep your word, and repeat, and I assure you that no one will "abuse you".

Hope you change your mind.

HUH? I read back through here and I don't see any abuse at all. Nothing but straight-up support. Maybe I missed something in chat or the board. Hey Random, give this another shot. PM me if I can help. Don't just walk away.
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randomprecision
Oct 6, 2011, 1:39 pm
the community is great and I see how it helps people. I am out though. Don't worry, I won't go back to dipping, but I won't be abused for honesty either. Bye

Honesty is the best motivation. Everyone won't be peaches and flowers because QUITTING isn't peaches and flowers. It's a bitch... so you be a bitch and I'll be a bitch with you. We have the same quit date and we need to stick together. I'm not a big talker/poster either (never have been... on any site I frequent), but seeing just one honest truth post or one supportive post has been making my day.

C'mon, brotha, we got this. Ain't never going back.

Quit Date: 10/4/2011--HOF Date: 1/11/2012--2nd Floor: 4/20/2012--3rd Floor: 7/29/2012
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randomprecision
Oct 6, 2011, 3:39 pm
the community is great and I see how it helps people. I am out though. Don't worry, I won't go back to dipping, but I won't be abused for honesty either. Bye

"Abused for honesty?" Huh?

I'll admit that I didn't read the entire board today, but I've read this entire thread and I've read everything in January 2012 since you posted roll this AM and I can't see ANY interaction between you and the rest of the board (let alone anything I'd call you being "abused for honesty".)

So... unless I'm missing something (which is entirely possible) I'd say it's time for some honesty.

You're going to cave.

Pure and simple. I'm guessing you'll be back to the can by the time Monday rolls around.

You've been given the tools to succeed but instead you've set yourself up to fail.

Sorry if this seems abusive but I've seen you do this shit for 5 + years on this site. Not YOU perse, but "you" in the figurative sense. People just like you... hundreds of them... who aren't ready to quit.

But hey... there's not fault in not being "ready" to quit. If you're not, no amount of ass kicking that we do here will help you.

But when you are... watch out. Cause you're gonna be in for the ride of your life. And I'm just hoping it'll be sooner rather than later.

chewie
"Every man dies... not every man really lives." - William Wallace
"Now that I've quit, I'm really living.' - iuchewie
QD - 7.24.06 / HOF - 10.31.06 / 2nd Floor - 2.08.07 / 3rd Floor - 5.19.07 / 4th Floor - 8.27.07 / 5th Floor - 12.05.07 / 6th Floor - 3.14.08 / 7th Floor - 6.22.08 / 8th Floor - 9.30.08
9th Floor - 1.08.09 / Comma - 4.18.09 / 11th Floor - 7.27.09 / 12th Floor - 11.04.09 / 13th Floor - 2.12.10 / 14th Floor - 05.23.10 / 15th Floor - 08.31.2010 / 16th Floor - 12.9.10
17th Floor - 3.19.11 / 18th Floor - 6.27.11 / 19th Floor - 10.5.11 / 2K - 1.13.12 / 21st Floor - 4.22.12 / 22nd Floor - 7.31.12 / 23rd Floor - 11.8.12 / 24th Floor - 2.16.13 / 25th Floor - 5.27.13
26th Floor - 9.4.13 / 27th Floor - 12.12.13 / 28th Floor - 3.24.14 / 29th Floor - 7.1.14 / 3K - 10.9.14 / 31st Floor - 1.17.15 / 32nd Floor - 4.27.15 / 33rd Floor - 8.5.15 / 34th Floor - 9.13.15
35th Floor - 2.21.16 / 36th Floor - 5.31.16 / 37th Floor - 9.8.16 / 38th Floor - 12.17.16 / 39th Floor - 3.27.17 / 4K - 7.5.17 / 41st Floor - 10.13.17 / 42nd Floor - 1.21.18 / 43rd Floor - 5.1.18
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randomprecision
Oct 6, 2011, 3:39 pm
the community is great and I see how it helps people. I am out though. Don't worry, I won't go back to dipping, but I won't be abused for honesty either. Bye

Planned cave...

Nuff said.
10 out of 10 doctors recommend posting with the EPIC May 2011 3 ballers, it is an essential part of a balanced quit.
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Dumbass no more!
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magnum9
Oct 6, 2011, 2:57 pm
randomprecision
Oct 6, 2011, 3:39 pm
the community is great and I see how it helps people. I am out though. Don't worry, I won't go back to dipping, but I won't be abused for honesty either. Bye

Planned cave...

Nuff said.

Nic is digging deep in his brain and fighting him. Looks like she's gonna win...
38 yr slave
Dumbass No More 8/31/2011

Anyone can stop, but can you quit? A "Stopper" versus a "Quitter"

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By the power of Grayskull, I am quit!!!!
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Notdeadyet
Oct 6, 2011, 2:59 pm
magnum9,Oct 6, 2011
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randomprecision,Oct 6, 2011
3:39 pm
the community is great and I see how it helps people. I am out though. Don't worry, I won't go back to dipping, but I won't be abused for honesty either. Bye


Sad. Thanks to all the guys (and gal) that have "abused" me over the last 37 days. If it weren't for yall, I would have caved. You've been NOTHING BUT HONEST with me since day one. If it weren't for yall, I would have caved. Anytime I get out of line, start acting like a bitch, Scowick, Sayrahanne, lo sprk, Gump, ToeTag, feel free to be as mean as fuck to me until I get my nuts back underneath me. If it weren't for yall, I would have caved!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Souliman
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You fucking candy ass. Abused? Where the hell is the abuse? I see some fabulous folks trying to help you and some asswipe that probably has caved already.

Souliman's heart is breaking from all the abuse. Please, please Lord, send me a quitter with balls so I can forget this turd.

And Kmm, you rock. Ma'am, I am a huge fan of yours. You have a head full of quit on your shoulders.
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iuchewie
Oct 6, 2011, 4:22 pm
randomprecision
Oct 6, 2011, 3:39 pm
the community is great and I see how it helps people. I am out though. Don't worry, I won't go back to dipping, but I won't be abused for honesty either. Bye

"Abused for honesty?" Huh?

I'll admit that I didn't read the entire board today, but I've read this entire thread and I've read everything in January 2012 since you posted roll this AM and I can't see ANY interaction between you and the rest of the board (let alone anything I'd call you being "abused for honesty".)

So... unless I'm missing something (which is entirely possible) I'd say it's time for some honesty.

You're going to cave.

Pure and simple. I'm guessing you'll be back to the can by the time Monday rolls around.

You've been given the tools to succeed but instead you've set yourself up to fail.

Sorry if this seems abusive but I've seen you do this shit for 5 + years on this site. Not YOU perse, but "you" in the figurative sense. People just like you... hundreds of them... who aren't ready to quit.

But hey... there's not fault in not being "ready" to quit. If you're not, no amount of ass kicking that we do here will help you.

But when you are... watch out. Cause you're gonna be in for the ride of your life. And I'm just hoping it'll be sooner rather than later.

chewie

You're posting roll... proving me wrong?
"Every man dies... not every man really lives." - William Wallace
"Now that I've quit, I'm really living.' - iuchewie
QD - 7.24.06 / HOF - 10.31.06 / 2nd Floor - 2.08.07 / 3rd Floor - 5.19.07 / 4th Floor - 8.27.07 / 5th Floor - 12.05.07 / 6th Floor - 3.14.08 / 7th Floor - 6.22.08 / 8th Floor - 9.30.08
9th Floor - 1.08.09 / Comma - 4.18.09 / 11th Floor - 7.27.09 / 12th Floor - 11.04.09 / 13th Floor - 2.12.10 / 14th Floor - 05.23.10 / 15th Floor - 08.31.2010 / 16th Floor - 12.9.10
17th Floor - 3.19.11 / 18th Floor - 6.27.11 / 19th Floor - 10.5.11 / 2K - 1.13.12 / 21st Floor - 4.22.12 / 22nd Floor - 7.31.12 / 23rd Floor - 11.8.12 / 24th Floor - 2.16.13 / 25th Floor - 5.27.13
26th Floor - 9.4.13 / 27th Floor - 12.12.13 / 28th Floor - 3.24.14 / 29th Floor - 7.1.14 / 3K - 10.9.14 / 31st Floor - 1.17.15 / 32nd Floor - 4.27.15 / 33rd Floor - 8.5.15 / 34th Floor - 9.13.15
35th Floor - 2.21.16 / 36th Floor - 5.31.16 / 37th Floor - 9.8.16 / 38th Floor - 12.17.16 / 39th Floor - 3.27.17 / 4K - 7.5.17 / 41st Floor - 10.13.17 / 42nd Floor - 1.21.18 / 43rd Floor - 5.1.18
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yeah I was going through some shit and had a moment. Sue me.

I haven't caved, I'm not going to cave. I post roll because I think that helps me not to cave as it's my promise to you guys not to use. It isn't easy by any stretch but at least the shit is out of my system now and it's all about mental games now.
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randomprecision
Oct 10, 2011, 12:28 pm
yeah I was going through some shit and had a moment. Sue me.

I haven't caved, I'm not going to cave. I post roll because I think that helps me not to cave as it's my promise to you guys not to use. It isn't easy by any stretch but at least the shit is out of my system now and it's all about mental games now.

Ok, I will hold all obscenities and I am glad you came around.

But tell us about this "abused for honesty" thing...
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Fuck you guys. Again.
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randomprecision
Oct 10, 2011, 11:28 am
yeah I was going through some shit and had a moment. Sue me.

I haven't caved, I'm not going to cave. I post roll because I think that helps me not to cave as it's my promise to you guys not to use. It isn't easy by any stretch but at least the shit is out of my system now and it's all about mental games now.

The promise is not to us. The promise is to you.

When I post roll every morning, it reminds me that I am an addict. It quiets that little voice in my head that says "Just one won't hurt" because there are days that I barely think about chew.

That little voice sleeps and waits, and she never dies. She stayed with me, and blew a 1,000 day stoppage because I didn't shackle her with roll call posts.

It took me over a year to start again.
In the end I Surrender, I and I alone accept that I have and always will have a Nicotene ADDICTION. It is my choice to quit, but I can't do it alone. I get to go down this path one time, I want to do it right. I recognize that my word, my integrety to you is on the line and is only as good as my actions. Caving is not an option in this plan-Eafman 7/11

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Oct 10, 2011, 10:34 am
Ok, I will hold all obscenities and I am glad you came around.

But tell us about this "abused for honesty" thing...

I was going through really bad withdrawals and fleshing it out in chat and said something about how I might as well dip because I'm an unbelievable asshole so anything to stop being an asshole. It didn't go over well understandably. And then I got all emo and stupid about it after the fact like "screw this place" but then I realized I was just being stupid and started to feel better. I guess everyone's quit is different. My father quit cold turkey and he said it took him a week, but then he was all done with it. I think my battle will last a bit longer than that ;)

I realize that I am an addict - posting roll serves as a failsafe for me. If I start slippin and thinking about caving in to the bitch and it gets really bad I can always say "nope can't - posted roll today on that website and promised I wouldn't cave." I chuckle about the absurd notion of that working sometimes, but it acts like the e-brakes on an elevator; right before the crash and burn, I have that to stop me. Pretty neat.
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