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| Boilerbates - This time, it's personal; how and why i've decided to quit chewing | |
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| Tweet Topic Started: Apr 8 2011, 03:48 PM (2,333 Views) | |
| Radman | May 17 2011, 02:48 PM Post #31 |
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Never again..... for any reason.
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I want one of those shirts. Hey denney, that would be nice attire for, maybe something like ..... a Brave's game. |
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Four wheels move the body, two wheels move the soul. HOF 12-23-2010 Read my HOF speech | |
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| Boilerbates | Jun 5 2011, 09:20 AM Post #32 |
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Motor-boat'n Son of a Bitch
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Last night I had a very vivid dip dream. I woke up so fucking pissed off at myself. i'm actually still a little shaken over it. |
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1st Day of Quit = April 1, 2011 Quit will triumph, because dip is dumb | |
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| Boilerbates | Jun 24 2011, 01:44 PM Post #33 |
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Motor-boat'n Son of a Bitch
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the nic bitch is jedi mind fucking me. damn it. why not buy a can, then quit again? ummm, cause you're a whore. go bum one from Joe, he won't care. fuck yourself, dickface. one pinch won't hurt. i'm an addict, the thought of a pinch is hurting me alright, enough. I am quit today, like i was quit yesterday and the 80+ days prior to that. I will handle tomorrow when it gets here. Until then, my answer is no. ***senseless rambling. effective way # 268 on how to deal with a crave |
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1st Day of Quit = April 1, 2011 Quit will triumph, because dip is dumb | |
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| 30yrAddict | Jun 24 2011, 01:45 PM Post #34 |
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Free at Last
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Way to resist her advances Boiler...she is a liar! |
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"Hey, snowflake, don't take a seat in the life raft if you are not serious about saving your life." - Scowick65 "Never again- For any reason" - Ready | |
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| DeanTheCoot | Jun 24 2011, 02:03 PM Post #35 |
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Quit Ninja
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Cave dreams are the best. No better way to get reminded about how shitty you'd feel if you decided to be a loser and go back to the can. And yes: Ramble away, dood. The bitch got nothing on you. God, I love seeing your avatar. Funniest part of that movie. "Eh, buckle this..." "Are we stopped?" |
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HOF Speech for the Ages http://forum.killthecan.org/topic/1004706/1/ | |
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| Boilerbates | Aug 5 2011, 07:36 AM Post #36 |
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Motor-boat'n Son of a Bitch
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I've really been struggling this last week. I've almost caved. I have not caved, however it's been so fucking hard not to buy a can. this truly sucks. |
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1st Day of Quit = April 1, 2011 Quit will triumph, because dip is dumb | |
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| Scowick65 | Aug 5 2011, 07:58 AM Post #37 |
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Quit Sherpa
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Glad you posted this up. We read your stuff. When the craves are bad read this: http://killthecan.org/robs/embracing.asp and this. http://killthecan.org/robs/law.asp The fact that you are having a hard time and you did not cave means your quit is strong. Stay strong. PM me if you need a number. You can count on me. |
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1 Problem + Nicotine = 2 Problems "Cavers find a way to cave. Quitters find a way to quit" ~ 30 Post with March 2011 Day 2,600: 1/22/2018 Day 0,001: 12/11/2010 HOF Speach: I am not a unique and special butterfly | |
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| Dr. Bruce Banner | Aug 5 2011, 10:04 AM Post #38 |
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Quit Ninja
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suck it up Boiler... Get small and do what you did that first week... This feeling will come and go..> I just went thru a bad bout with the bitch tempting me, but I had my plan and used my plan, Guess what? The Plan worked! Power thru and great job on posting this shit up! |
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HOF 2/2/2010 2nd 5/12/2010 3rd 8/20/2010 4th 11/29/2010 Within our capabilities, orginating in our attitudes and culminating in our actions | |
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| LLCope | Aug 5 2011, 10:37 AM Post #39 |
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LLCope
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"Take pride in your healing. It can’t hurt you. Only you can do that. Enjoy your recovery don’t fear it. Embrace your craves. Enjoy your journey home as there is very special person waiting at the other end." From the link Scowick provided below--this is the last line of that essay-----this is powerful! I am realizing that To Quit relay means to just accept TRUTH over falsehood! A crave is a preconditioned LIE and when we consciously accept and ackowledge the crave, we shine the light of TRUTH on it----and when we expose it the Truth has prevailed over the preconditioned LIE. Take that Big Tobacco!!!!! |
| "A man is rich in proportion to the number of things he can do without" HD Thoreau | |
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| nicofiend | Aug 5 2011, 07:33 PM Post #40 |
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nicofiend
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Hang in there Boiler! I have had a number of deep bone aching craves to fornicate with the nic bitch, and they have been coming on strong and frequent and seem like they started in my 90s just a few days before my HOF! Then I go and post roll, that saves me every time! The nic bitch is on every corner shaking her ass! You can beat her tho! Proud to be quit with you brother ! nico |
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| 30yrAddict | Aug 5 2011, 07:49 PM Post #41 |
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Free at Last
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Boiler, You are stronger than nicotine. I know you can do this, I have watched your quit unfold from the very beginning, and it has been an inspiration to me. There is no way a crave can make you cave. You don't do that sh@t anymore! Time to get angry, angry at the people who push this crap to kids, the company that made you a slave by slipping a deadly drug to you all these years. That crave you are feeling is thanks to them. They want you back as a customer- but you ain't going back. You aren't their slave anymore. PROUD to be quit with you, 30 |
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"Hey, snowflake, don't take a seat in the life raft if you are not serious about saving your life." - Scowick65 "Never again- For any reason" - Ready | |
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| Dchogs | Aug 5 2011, 11:35 PM Post #42 |
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Imposing my will
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Boiler, Man I'm right there with you. I think I'm finally turning the corner on a week long bout of serious craves. It's some tough shit to get punched in the nuts like that when your quit is cruising along. Like Bruce mentioned, I went back to the basics of the first week or two... Posting roll, spending more time on-site, interacting with newbs, seeds, gum, fake, and limited booze. The whole time, though, I wasn't in danger of ACTUALLY caving. That option ceased to exist on day 1. The boats have long since burnt down to ash and the only thing left to do is fight my way out of my own fucking mess. Boiler, you're in the same situation. Your quit is safe. You have too many brothers and sisters fighting along side of you to fall victim to this latest offensive. You let me know, and I'll take a few hundred bullets for you. Call and rage, call and cry, but let me know when you need me. You got this. All day. One day at a time. Check your pm's. |
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Quit- 5/16/2011. One day at a time. HoF- 8/23/2011; 2nd Floor- 12/1/2011; 3rd Floor- 3/10/2012; 4th Floor- 6/18/2012; 5th Floor- 9/27/2012; 6th Floor- 1/4/2013; 7th Floor- 4/14/2013; 8th Floor- 7/23/2013; 9th Floor- 10/31/2013; 10th Floor- 2/8/2014; 11th Floor- 5/19/2014; 12th Floor- 8/27/2014; 13th Floor- 12/5/14; 14th floor- 3/15/15; 15th floor- 6/23/15; 16th floor- 10/1/15; 17th floor- 1/9/16; 18th floor- 4/18/16; 19th floor- 7/26/16; 20th floor- 11/4/16; 21st floor- 2/12/17; 22nd Floor- 5/23/17; 23rd Floor- 8/31/17; 24th Floor- 12/9/17; 25th floor- 3/19/18; 26th floor- 6/27/18 "He which hath no stomach to this fight let him depart. But we in it shall be remembered. We few, we happy few, we band of brothers! For he today, that sheds his blood with me, shall always be my brother." (Wm. Shakespeare). For August '11. Who dares, wins. Stay quit... it is life or death and that is the undeniable truth. "To be driven by our appetites alone is slavery, while to obey a law that we have imposed on ourselves is freedom." Rosseau | |
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| Ready | Aug 5 2011, 11:38 PM Post #43 |
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May 2008 ROCKS! TTF
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Caving is not an option quitter. Find something else to do. |
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Caving is not an option, Do something else. Burn your boats! "This takes commitment, effort, accountibility and to be honest....blood, guts and nuts." - redtrain14 "Hey, snowflake, don't take a seat in the life raft if you are not serious about saving your life." - Scowick65 "Now I can walk through walls and my quit can talk to god. That's right. Crazy voodoo magic quit." - Souliman Nicotine doesn't give two shits about your strategery, and that's just a fact. Only strategy that works is promise not to use nicotine first thing every morning, keep that promise all day, rinse, repeat. - teamgreen | |
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| Boilerbates | Aug 6 2011, 08:55 PM Post #44 |
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Motor-boat'n Son of a Bitch
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Thank you everyone for the support. I will not cave. my quit is stronger than ever. thank you very very much for the support. I could not have survived the craves without this site. thank you. |
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1st Day of Quit = April 1, 2011 Quit will triumph, because dip is dumb | |
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| DeanTheCoot | Aug 10 2011, 04:09 PM Post #45 |
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Quit Ninja
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What's that old adage about "almost"? Something about horseshoes and hand grenades?... or was it pregnancy? ... oh, fuck it This is my point: There is no "almost caved." Either you eat the shit or you don't. If you have a craving for a split second, throw in a toothpick and forget about it, you're quit. If you have a bad craving and yell at your dog for three fucking hours and forget about it, you're quit. If you have a monster crave and buy a can and open it and smell it and poke the shit with your fingers and cry into it and then get past it, you're quit. You're a fucking quit monster in all instances. The hope, of course, is you use this site and your brothers to minimize the pain and get back on track quicker, without crying. |
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