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quit for the right reason; my quit
Topic Started: Jul 14 2010, 08:30 AM (852 Views)
redyota
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Jul 15, 2010, 10:35 pm
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Jul 14, 2010, 6:30 am
I didn't try it to be cool or from peer pressure, I did it because I am a cowboy and thats what we do.  Growing up in a large family of cowboys, drinking and chewing was just a part of life.  I have been sober for 2 years now, but that was a cake walk compared to quitting this bitch.  I have eaten a can of cope a day for the last 16 years.  It has taken me those 16 years to realize that cowboys don't have to eat that stupid shit, without it I am still a cowboy.  I am 8 days into my quit.  The fog has lifted and I am feeling better physically, but the mind games are killing me.  There is someone else in my head telling me that I need it, will die without it, can't do anything without, go get it.  I am talking to myself like a damn crazy person, constantly giving myself pep talks.  My wife tells me, "you will be fine, its only in your head", well no shit.  She does however give me great motivation.  She asked me that if I lose my tongue to cancer, how am I going to eat her you know what?  That should be enough motivation for any straight man to quit.  I have tried to quit maybe 3 times all for the wrong reasons.  My mom, girlfriend, wife, everyone else wanted me to.  Well guess what that didn't work.  I did not know chew was so dangerous.  All of the men in my life chew, but I have never heard of anyone getting sick from it.  I thought that was only for smokers.  I have seen the pictures and read the stories on this site, and now I can say that this is some bad shit that we have been playing with.  I can now say that I quit because I don't want to fucking die.  I don't want my head to be butchered like a hog, I don't want my 2 baby girls to be scared of daddy because he looks like a freak, and I don't want to lose my tongue and not be able to eat my wife's you know what.  Time to go cut hay.  Sitting on the tractor all day without copenhagen is going to be a bitch, but I will live because I quit for the right reason.

Welcome aboard bro--PM if you need anything.


Just remember...there can be only one real gator, however.


:D

I've heard Tim Tebow is the only "real" gator. 'shock'
"We shall not fail or falter; we shall not weaken or tire...Give us the tools and we will finish the job." - Sir Winston Churchill

"Not using gets much easier as time goes by, but the consequences of "just one" never lessen." - Me
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redyota
Jul 16, 2010, 5:34 am
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Jul 15, 2010, 10:35 pm
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Jul 14, 2010, 6:30 am
I didn't try it to be cool or from peer pressure, I did it because I am a cowboy and thats what we do.  Growing up in a large family of cowboys, drinking and chewing was just a part of life.  I have been sober for 2 years now, but that was a cake walk compared to quitting this bitch.  I have eaten a can of cope a day for the last 16 years.  It has taken me those 16 years to realize that cowboys don't have to eat that stupid shit, without it I am still a cowboy.  I am 8 days into my quit.  The fog has lifted and I am feeling better physically, but the mind games are killing me.  There is someone else in my head telling me that I need it, will die without it, can't do anything without, go get it.  I am talking to myself like a damn crazy person, constantly giving myself pep talks.  My wife tells me, "you will be fine, its only in your head", well no shit.  She does however give me great motivation.  She asked me that if I lose my tongue to cancer, how am I going to eat her you know what?  That should be enough motivation for any straight man to quit.  I have tried to quit maybe 3 times all for the wrong reasons.  My mom, girlfriend, wife, everyone else wanted me to.  Well guess what that didn't work.  I did not know chew was so dangerous.  All of the men in my life chew, but I have never heard of anyone getting sick from it.  I thought that was only for smokers.  I have seen the pictures and read the stories on this site, and now I can say that this is some bad shit that we have been playing with.  I can now say that I quit because I don't want to fucking die.  I don't want my head to be butchered like a hog, I don't want my 2 baby girls to be scared of daddy because he looks like a freak, and I don't want to lose my tongue and not be able to eat my wife's you know what.  Time to go cut hay.  Sitting on the tractor all day without copenhagen is going to be a bitch, but I will live because I quit for the right reason.

Welcome aboard bro--PM if you need anything.


Just remember...there can be only one real gator, however.


:D

I've heard Tim Tebow is the only "real" gator. 'shock'

Sam would probably agree with you. :D
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Jul 16, 2010, 5:50 am
redyota
Jul 16, 2010, 5:34 am
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Jul 15, 2010, 10:35 pm
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Jul 14, 2010, 6:30 am
I didn't try it to be cool or from peer pressure, I did it because I am a cowboy and thats what we do.  Growing up in a large family of cowboys, drinking and chewing was just a part of life.  I have been sober for 2 years now, but that was a cake walk compared to quitting this bitch.  I have eaten a can of cope a day for the last 16 years.  It has taken me those 16 years to realize that cowboys don't have to eat that stupid shit, without it I am still a cowboy.  I am 8 days into my quit.  The fog has lifted and I am feeling better physically, but the mind games are killing me.  There is someone else in my head telling me that I need it, will die without it, can't do anything without, go get it.  I am talking to myself like a damn crazy person, constantly giving myself pep talks.  My wife tells me, "you will be fine, its only in your head", well no shit.  She does however give me great motivation.  She asked me that if I lose my tongue to cancer, how am I going to eat her you know what?  That should be enough motivation for any straight man to quit.  I have tried to quit maybe 3 times all for the wrong reasons.  My mom, girlfriend, wife, everyone else wanted me to.  Well guess what that didn't work.  I did not know chew was so dangerous.  All of the men in my life chew, but I have never heard of anyone getting sick from it.  I thought that was only for smokers.  I have seen the pictures and read the stories on this site, and now I can say that this is some bad shit that we have been playing with.  I can now say that I quit because I don't want to fucking die.  I don't want my head to be butchered like a hog, I don't want my 2 baby girls to be scared of daddy because he looks like a freak, and I don't want to lose my tongue and not be able to eat my wife's you know what.  Time to go cut hay.  Sitting on the tractor all day without copenhagen is going to be a bitch, but I will live because I quit for the right reason.

Welcome aboard bro--PM if you need anything.


Just remember...there can be only one real gator, however.


:D

I've heard Tim Tebow is the only "real" gator. 'shock'

Sam would probably agree with you. :D

master gator? More like masterbater, amirite?! Hurr Durr!

Just a friendly reminder of how bad Bama stomped the gaytors.

Please continue.
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NO PINCH for me Walt! I Don't USE that SHIT anymore!
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Jul 16, 2010, 6:31 am
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Jul 16, 2010, 5:50 am
redyota
Jul 16, 2010, 5:34 am
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Jul 15, 2010, 10:35 pm
master gator
Jul 14, 2010, 6:30 am
I didn't try it to be cool or from peer pressure, I did it because I am a cowboy and thats what we do.  Growing up in a large family of cowboys, drinking and chewing was just a part of life.  I have been sober for 2 years now, but that was a cake walk compared to quitting this bitch.  I have eaten a can of cope a day for the last 16 years.  It has taken me those 16 years to realize that cowboys don't have to eat that stupid shit, without it I am still a cowboy.  I am 8 days into my quit.  The fog has lifted and I am feeling better physically, but the mind games are killing me.  There is someone else in my head telling me that I need it, will die without it, can't do anything without, go get it.  I am talking to myself like a damn crazy person, constantly giving myself pep talks.  My wife tells me, "you will be fine, its only in your head", well no shit.  She does however give me great motivation.  She asked me that if I lose my tongue to cancer, how am I going to eat her you know what?  That should be enough motivation for any straight man to quit.  I have tried to quit maybe 3 times all for the wrong reasons.  My mom, girlfriend, wife, everyone else wanted me to.  Well guess what that didn't work.  I did not know chew was so dangerous.  All of the men in my life chew, but I have never heard of anyone getting sick from it.  I thought that was only for smokers.  I have seen the pictures and read the stories on this site, and now I can say that this is some bad shit that we have been playing with.  I can now say that I quit because I don't want to fucking die.  I don't want my head to be butchered like a hog, I don't want my 2 baby girls to be scared of daddy because he looks like a freak, and I don't want to lose my tongue and not be able to eat my wife's you know what.  Time to go cut hay.  Sitting on the tractor all day without copenhagen is going to be a bitch, but I will live because I quit for the right reason.

Welcome aboard bro--PM if you need anything.


Just remember...there can be only one real gator, however.


:D

I've heard Tim Tebow is the only "real" gator. 'shock'

Sam would probably agree with you. :D

master gator? More like masterbater, amirite?! Hurr Durr!

Just a friendly reminder of how bad Bama stomped the gaytors.

Please continue.

Great Decision!!! You MUST quit for yourself to be sucessful!!! And guess what??? You'll find that the tractor will drive and your mower will cut just as well without a turd in your lip!!!. Having quit the booze has elimnated a bad trigger so you will do just fine, a day at a time!!!

PS Pussys taste better without cope!!! :D
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Jul 15, 2010, 8:53 pm
super quitter sensei's words could not be more true, thanks for sharing that with me. I actually had short periods of time today where I thought of something else for the first time in a week. Hope this is sign of progress because I have had enough of that skank whore in a can controlling my every thought. Thanks for the support fellas.

those short periods get longer and longer. But there are still times at day 197 where I think about it for a while, then off to something else like ass banging Mrs MikeA....or greg40
Being quit is like so much better than not being quit.
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