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Giving Up Your Quit - Just For A Dip ??; Think about this before caving!
Topic Started: Nov 19 2007, 01:27 AM (16,687 Views)
mattatk81
Addict
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Most don't believe they're an addict even after quitting! That's why some fail. Admitting is the first step to recovery! Please post if you believe in the following statement:

Hi, My name is ____________ and I am an addict!

Name & Quit Date:

mylilsecret - 01/04/07
Move Forward - 3/9/09
theo - 7/30/08
glenn f the kodiak - 03/30/09
Cubs204- 04/02/09
Livin- 5/15/09
Markr-4/1/09
Niwot 1-1-09
Larrymc911 - 5/8/09
Buckfever36 - 12/31/07
Bhfive- 3/9/09
Wildcat99-1/1/09
visa - 2/24/08
syndrome - 11/12/08
Brian - 2/16/09
CTD2500 - 5/9/08
thumper069 05/24/09
Smokeyg - 5/19/08
NowItsTime - 3/1/08
Trapper- 1/1/09
Bill- 8/1/08
MDG Welding-6/8/09
Aug - 8/18/09
sjfdmicp 8/15/09
cdforecheck - 7/17/09
Enough - 8/1/09
quit_to_win - 9/29/08
Skoal Monster 1/27/09
jasonm01 - 3/4/2009
LAQuitter - 5/2/2009
CaseyG - 7/21/2009
Moose 10/5/2009
Razd611 10/19/2009
coolcop - 9/1/09
Jay1doug aka JasonD.11/4/09
tuckfobacco- 10/25/2009
byebyegrizz- 10/9/2009
klark - 10/22/2009
chromeguy 11/05/09
MikeA - 1/1/10
Steelers - 1/6/10
MSHowell - 1/27/10
Kill the Bear - 2/13/10
Paul528 - 2/8/10
Snuffed - 02/15/10
Greg5280 - 10/30/09
AAD-Jason- 12/23/2009
TWhite-01/17/2010
jfbolton-12/22/2009
Teamgreen - 3/17/2010
Instigator-4/5/2010
DocSardonic - 2/14/2010
Slavetothebear- 3/20/2010
Shazam 4/7/2010 (Second and final time around!)
Romandog - 4/18/2011
Souliman - 12/1/2010
Scowick - 12/11/10
Miles - 03/08/11
oz - 5/13/11 - I'm an addict!
Cornwallace - 04/11/2011
Jason 01/19/2011
Husker(Pat) 03/17/2011
Greg5280 - 10/30/2009 - Still
dragstered - 4/2/2011
30 2/13/2011
J2b - 1-24-2011; for life
funnylatino 5/19/2011
NOLAQ - 3/16/2010 - Werd.
Rocketman - 3/19/2011
Radman - 09/15/2010
kmarren 5/20/11
ncgolfer 12/17/10
Scooners - 10/09/2010
Boilerbates - 4/1/2011
mattatk81- 5/19/2011
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Cancrusher
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███ QUIT: √ ███
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Most don't believe they're an addict even after quitting! That's why some fail. Admitting is the first step to recovery! Please post if you believe in the following statement:

Hi, My name is ____________ and I am an addict!

Name & Quit Date:

mylilsecret - 01/04/07
Move Forward - 3/9/09
theo - 7/30/08
glenn f the kodiak - 03/30/09
Cubs204- 04/02/09
Livin- 5/15/09
Markr-4/1/09
Niwot 1-1-09
Larrymc911 - 5/8/09
Buckfever36 - 12/31/07
Bhfive- 3/9/09
Wildcat99-1/1/09
visa - 2/24/08
syndrome - 11/12/08
Brian - 2/16/09
CTD2500 - 5/9/08
thumper069 05/24/09
Smokeyg - 5/19/08
NowItsTime - 3/1/08
Trapper- 1/1/09
Bill- 8/1/08
MDG Welding-6/8/09
Aug - 8/18/09
sjfdmicp 8/15/09
cdforecheck - 7/17/09
Enough - 8/1/09
quit_to_win - 9/29/08
Skoal Monster 1/27/09
jasonm01 - 3/4/2009
LAQuitter - 5/2/2009
CaseyG - 7/21/2009
Moose 10/5/2009
Razd611 10/19/2009
coolcop - 9/1/09
Jay1doug aka JasonD.11/4/09
tuckfobacco- 10/25/2009
byebyegrizz- 10/9/2009
klark - 10/22/2009
chromeguy 11/05/09
MikeA - 1/1/10
Steelers - 1/6/10
MSHowell - 1/27/10
Kill the Bear - 2/13/10
Paul528 - 2/8/10
Snuffed - 02/15/10
Greg5280 - 10/30/09
AAD-Jason- 12/23/2009
TWhite-01/17/2010
jfbolton-12/22/2009
Teamgreen - 3/17/2010
Instigator-4/5/2010
DocSardonic - 2/14/2010
Slavetothebear- 3/20/2010
Shazam 4/7/2010 (Second and final time around!)
Romandog - 4/18/2011
Souliman - 12/1/2010
Scowick - 12/11/10
Miles - 03/08/11
oz - 5/13/11 - I'm an addict!
Cornwallace - 04/11/2011
Jason 01/19/2011
Husker(Pat) 03/17/2011
Greg5280 - 10/30/2009 - Still
dragstered - 4/2/2011
30 2/13/2011
J2b - 1-24-2011; for life
funnylatino 5/19/2011
NOLAQ - 3/16/2010 - Werd.
Rocketman - 3/19/2011
Radman - 09/15/2010
kmarren 5/20/11
ncgolfer 12/17/10
Scooners - 10/09/2010
Boilerbates - 4/1/2011
mattatk81- 5/19/2011
Cancrusher - 5/19/2010
Quit Date 5.19.2010
FLOOR I II III IV V VI VII VIII IX X XI XII XIII XIV XV XVI XVIII XIX XX XXI XXII XXIII XXIV XXV
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Dchogs
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Imposing my will
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Most don't believe they're an addict even after quitting! That's why some fail. Admitting is the first step to recovery! Please post if you believe in the following statement:

Hi, My name is ____________ and I am an addict!

Name & Quit Date:

mylilsecret - 01/04/07
Move Forward - 3/9/09
theo - 7/30/08
glenn f the kodiak - 03/30/09
Cubs204- 04/02/09
Livin- 5/15/09
Markr-4/1/09
Niwot 1-1-09
Larrymc911 - 5/8/09
Buckfever36 - 12/31/07
Bhfive- 3/9/09
Wildcat99-1/1/09
visa - 2/24/08
syndrome - 11/12/08
Brian - 2/16/09
CTD2500 - 5/9/08
thumper069 05/24/09
Smokeyg - 5/19/08
NowItsTime - 3/1/08
Trapper- 1/1/09
Bill- 8/1/08
MDG Welding-6/8/09
Aug - 8/18/09
sjfdmicp 8/15/09
cdforecheck - 7/17/09
Enough - 8/1/09
quit_to_win - 9/29/08
Skoal Monster 1/27/09
jasonm01 - 3/4/2009
LAQuitter - 5/2/2009
CaseyG - 7/21/2009
Moose 10/5/2009
Razd611 10/19/2009
coolcop - 9/1/09
Jay1doug aka JasonD.11/4/09
tuckfobacco- 10/25/2009
byebyegrizz- 10/9/2009
klark - 10/22/2009
chromeguy 11/05/09
MikeA - 1/1/10
Steelers - 1/6/10
MSHowell - 1/27/10
Kill the Bear - 2/13/10
Paul528 - 2/8/10
Snuffed - 02/15/10
Greg5280 - 10/30/09
AAD-Jason- 12/23/2009
TWhite-01/17/2010
jfbolton-12/22/2009
Teamgreen - 3/17/2010
Instigator-4/5/2010
DocSardonic - 2/14/2010
Slavetothebear- 3/20/2010
Shazam 4/7/2010 (Second and final time around!)
Romandog - 4/18/2011
Souliman - 12/1/2010
Scowick - 12/11/10
Miles - 03/08/11
oz - 5/13/11 - I'm an addict!
Cornwallace - 04/11/2011
Jason 01/19/2011
Husker(Pat) 03/17/2011
Greg5280 - 10/30/2009 - Still
dragstered - 4/2/2011
30 2/13/2011
J2b - 1-24-2011; for life
funnylatino 5/19/2011
NOLAQ - 3/16/2010 - Werd.
Rocketman - 3/19/2011
Radman - 09/15/2010
kmarren 5/20/11
ncgolfer 12/17/10
Scooners - 10/09/2010
Boilerbates - 4/1/2011
mattatk81- 5/19/2011
Cancrusher - 5/19/2010
dchogs- 5/16/2011
Quit- 5/16/2011. One day at a time.
HoF- 8/23/2011; 2nd Floor- 12/1/2011; 3rd Floor- 3/10/2012; 4th Floor- 6/18/2012; 5th Floor- 9/27/2012; 6th Floor- 1/4/2013; 7th Floor- 4/14/2013; 8th Floor- 7/23/2013; 9th Floor- 10/31/2013; 10th Floor- 2/8/2014; 11th Floor- 5/19/2014; 12th Floor- 8/27/2014; 13th Floor- 12/5/14; 14th floor- 3/15/15; 15th floor- 6/23/15; 16th floor- 10/1/15; 17th floor- 1/9/16; 18th floor- 4/18/16; 19th floor- 7/26/16; 20th floor- 11/4/16; 21st floor- 2/12/17; 22nd Floor- 5/23/17; 23rd Floor- 8/31/17; 24th Floor- 12/9/17; 25th floor- 3/19/18; 26th floor- 6/27/18

"He which hath no stomach to this fight let him depart. But we in it shall be remembered. We few, we happy few, we band of brothers! For he today, that sheds his blood with me, shall always be my brother." (Wm. Shakespeare). For August '11.

Who dares, wins.

Stay quit... it is life or death and that is the undeniable truth.

"To be driven by our appetites alone is slavery, while to obey a law that we have imposed on ourselves is freedom." Rosseau
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hunter111
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Most don't believe they're an addict even after quitting! That's why some fail. Admitting is the first step to recovery! Please post if you believe in the following statement:

Hi, My name is ____________ and I am an addict!

Name & Quit Date:

mylilsecret - 01/04/07
Move Forward - 3/9/09
theo - 7/30/08
glenn f the kodiak - 03/30/09
Cubs204- 04/02/09
Livin- 5/15/09
Markr-4/1/09
Niwot 1-1-09
Larrymc911 - 5/8/09
Buckfever36 - 12/31/07
Bhfive- 3/9/09
Wildcat99-1/1/09
visa - 2/24/08
syndrome - 11/12/08
Brian - 2/16/09
CTD2500 - 5/9/08
thumper069 05/24/09
Smokeyg - 5/19/08
NowItsTime - 3/1/08
Trapper- 1/1/09
Bill- 8/1/08
MDG Welding-6/8/09
Aug - 8/18/09
sjfdmicp 8/15/09
cdforecheck - 7/17/09
Enough - 8/1/09
quit_to_win - 9/29/08
Skoal Monster 1/27/09
jasonm01 - 3/4/2009
LAQuitter - 5/2/2009
CaseyG - 7/21/2009
Moose 10/5/2009
Razd611 10/19/2009
coolcop - 9/1/09
Jay1doug aka JasonD.11/4/09
tuckfobacco- 10/25/2009
byebyegrizz- 10/9/2009
klark - 10/22/2009
chromeguy 11/05/09
MikeA - 1/1/10
Steelers - 1/6/10
MSHowell - 1/27/10
Kill the Bear - 2/13/10
Paul528 - 2/8/10
Snuffed - 02/15/10
Greg5280 - 10/30/09
AAD-Jason- 12/23/2009
TWhite-01/17/2010
jfbolton-12/22/2009
Teamgreen - 3/17/2010
Instigator-4/5/2010
DocSardonic - 2/14/2010
Slavetothebear- 3/20/2010
Shazam 4/7/2010 (Second and final time around!)
Romandog - 4/18/2011
Souliman - 12/1/2010
Scowick - 12/11/10
Miles - 03/08/11
oz - 5/13/11 - I'm an addict!
Cornwallace - 04/11/2011
Jason 01/19/2011
Husker(Pat) 03/17/2011
Greg5280 - 10/30/2009 - Still
dragstered - 4/2/2011
30 2/13/2011
J2b - 1-24-2011; for life
funnylatino 5/19/2011
NOLAQ - 3/16/2010 - Werd.
Rocketman - 3/19/2011
Radman - 09/15/2010
kmarren 5/20/11
ncgolfer 12/17/10
Scooners - 10/09/2010
Boilerbates - 4/1/2011
mattatk81- 5/19/2011
Cancrusher - 5/19/2010
dchogs- 5/16/2011
hunter111 5/23/2011
Tabacco has its place, as an insect repellent.
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rack em!
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Most don't believe they're an addict even after quitting! That's why some fail. Admitting is the first step to recovery! Please post if you believe in the following statement:

Hi, My name is ____________ and I am an addict!

Name & Quit Date:

mylilsecret - 01/04/07
Move Forward - 3/9/09
theo - 7/30/08
glenn f the kodiak - 03/30/09
Cubs204- 04/02/09
Livin- 5/15/09
Markr-4/1/09
Niwot 1-1-09
Larrymc911 - 5/8/09
Buckfever36 - 12/31/07
Bhfive- 3/9/09
Wildcat99-1/1/09
visa - 2/24/08
syndrome - 11/12/08
Brian - 2/16/09
CTD2500 - 5/9/08
thumper069 05/24/09
Smokeyg - 5/19/08
NowItsTime - 3/1/08
Trapper- 1/1/09
Bill- 8/1/08
MDG Welding-6/8/09
Aug - 8/18/09
sjfdmicp 8/15/09
cdforecheck - 7/17/09
Enough - 8/1/09
quit_to_win - 9/29/08
Skoal Monster 1/27/09
jasonm01 - 3/4/2009
LAQuitter - 5/2/2009
CaseyG - 7/21/2009
Moose 10/5/2009
Razd611 10/19/2009
coolcop - 9/1/09
Jay1doug aka JasonD.11/4/09
tuckfobacco- 10/25/2009
byebyegrizz- 10/9/2009
klark - 10/22/2009
chromeguy 11/05/09
MikeA - 1/1/10
Steelers - 1/6/10
MSHowell - 1/27/10
Kill the Bear - 2/13/10
Paul528 - 2/8/10
Snuffed - 02/15/10
Greg5280 - 10/30/09
AAD-Jason- 12/23/2009
TWhite-01/17/2010
jfbolton-12/22/2009
Teamgreen - 3/17/2010
Instigator-4/5/2010
DocSardonic - 2/14/2010
Slavetothebear- 3/20/2010
Shazam 4/7/2010 (Second and final time around!)
Romandog - 4/18/2011
Souliman - 12/1/2010
Scowick - 12/11/10
Miles - 03/08/11
oz - 5/13/11 - I'm an addict!
Cornwallace - 04/11/2011
Jason 01/19/2011
Husker(Pat) 03/17/2011
Greg5280 - 10/30/2009 - Still
dragstered - 4/2/2011
30 2/13/2011
J2b - 1-24-2011; for life
funnylatino 5/19/2011
NOLAQ - 3/16/2010 - Werd.
Rocketman - 3/19/2011
Radman - 09/15/2010
kmarren 5/20/11
ncgolfer 12/17/10
Scooners - 10/09/2010
Boilerbates - 4/1/2011
mattatk81- 5/19/2011
Cancrusher - 5/19/2010
dchogs- 5/16/2011
hunter111 5/23/2011
Onelegrus 03/17/2011
Quit for Life!
Quit Date 03-17-2011
HOF Date 06-24-2011
2nd Floor 10-02-2011
3rd Floor 01-10-2011
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boelker62
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Most don't believe they're an addict even after quitting! That's why some fail. Admitting is the first step to recovery! Please post if you believe in the following statement:

Hi, My name is ____________ and I am an addict!

Name & Quit Date:

mylilsecret - 01/04/07
Move Forward - 3/9/09
theo - 7/30/08
glenn f the kodiak - 03/30/09
Cubs204- 04/02/09
Livin- 5/15/09
Markr-4/1/09
Niwot 1-1-09
Larrymc911 - 5/8/09
Buckfever36 - 12/31/07
Bhfive- 3/9/09
Wildcat99-1/1/09
visa - 2/24/08
syndrome - 11/12/08
Brian - 2/16/09
CTD2500 - 5/9/08
thumper069 05/24/09
Smokeyg - 5/19/08
NowItsTime - 3/1/08
Trapper- 1/1/09
Bill- 8/1/08
MDG Welding-6/8/09
Aug - 8/18/09
sjfdmicp 8/15/09
cdforecheck - 7/17/09
Enough - 8/1/09
quit_to_win - 9/29/08
Skoal Monster 1/27/09
jasonm01 - 3/4/2009
LAQuitter - 5/2/2009
CaseyG - 7/21/2009
Moose 10/5/2009
Razd611 10/19/2009
coolcop - 9/1/09
Jay1doug aka JasonD.11/4/09
tuckfobacco- 10/25/2009
byebyegrizz- 10/9/2009
klark - 10/22/2009
chromeguy 11/05/09
MikeA - 1/1/10
Steelers - 1/6/10
MSHowell - 1/27/10
Kill the Bear - 2/13/10
Paul528 - 2/8/10
Snuffed - 02/15/10
Greg5280 - 10/30/09
AAD-Jason- 12/23/2009
TWhite-01/17/2010
jfbolton-12/22/2009
Teamgreen - 3/17/2010
Instigator-4/5/2010
DocSardonic - 2/14/2010
Slavetothebear- 3/20/2010
Shazam 4/7/2010 (Second and final time around!)
Romandog - 4/18/2011
Souliman - 12/1/2010
Scowick - 12/11/10
Miles - 03/08/11
oz - 5/13/11 - I'm an addict!
Cornwallace - 04/11/2011
Jason 01/19/2011
Husker(Pat) 03/17/2011
Greg5280 - 10/30/2009 - Still
dragstered - 4/2/2011
30 2/13/2011
J2b - 1-24-2011; for life
funnylatino 5/19/2011
NOLAQ - 3/16/2010 - Werd.
Rocketman - 3/19/2011
Radman - 09/15/2010
kmarren 5/20/11
ncgolfer 12/17/10
Scooners - 10/09/2010
Boilerbates - 4/1/2011
mattatk81- 5/19/2011
Cancrusher - 5/19/2010
dchogs- 5/16/2011
hunter111 5/23/2011
Onelegrus 03/17/2011
Boelker62 - 08/27/2012


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What You Need to Hear by ccm
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wastepanel
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Fuck you guys. Again.
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Most don't believe they're an addict even after quitting! That's why some fail. Admitting is the first step to recovery! Please post if you believe in the following statement:

Hi, My name is ____________ and I am an addict!

Name & Quit Date:

mylilsecret - 01/04/07
Move Forward - 3/9/09
theo - 7/30/08
glenn f the kodiak - 03/30/09
Cubs204- 04/02/09
Livin- 5/15/09
Markr-4/1/09
Niwot 1-1-09
Larrymc911 - 5/8/09
Buckfever36 - 12/31/07
Bhfive- 3/9/09
Wildcat99-1/1/09
visa - 2/24/08
syndrome - 11/12/08
Brian - 2/16/09
CTD2500 - 5/9/08
thumper069 05/24/09
Smokeyg - 5/19/08
NowItsTime - 3/1/08
Trapper- 1/1/09
Bill- 8/1/08
MDG Welding-6/8/09
Aug - 8/18/09
sjfdmicp 8/15/09
cdforecheck - 7/17/09
Enough - 8/1/09
quit_to_win - 9/29/08
Skoal Monster 1/27/09
jasonm01 - 3/4/2009
LAQuitter - 5/2/2009
CaseyG - 7/21/2009
Moose 10/5/2009
Razd611 10/19/2009
coolcop - 9/1/09
Jay1doug aka JasonD.11/4/09
tuckfobacco- 10/25/2009
byebyegrizz- 10/9/2009
klark - 10/22/2009
chromeguy 11/05/09
MikeA - 1/1/10
Steelers - 1/6/10
MSHowell - 1/27/10
Kill the Bear - 2/13/10
Paul528 - 2/8/10
Snuffed - 02/15/10
Greg5280 - 10/30/09
AAD-Jason- 12/23/2009
TWhite-01/17/2010
jfbolton-12/22/2009
Teamgreen - 3/17/2010
Instigator-4/5/2010
DocSardonic - 2/14/2010
Slavetothebear- 3/20/2010
Shazam 4/7/2010 (Second and final time around!)
Romandog - 4/18/2011
Souliman - 12/1/2010
Scowick - 12/11/10
Miles - 03/08/11
oz - 5/13/11 - I'm an addict!
Cornwallace - 04/11/2011
Jason 01/19/2011
Husker(Pat) 03/17/2011
Greg5280 - 10/30/2009 - Still
dragstered - 4/2/2011
30 2/13/2011
J2b - 1-24-2011; for life
funnylatino 5/19/2011
NOLAQ - 3/16/2010 - Werd.
Rocketman - 3/19/2011
Radman - 09/15/2010
kmarren 5/20/11
ncgolfer 12/17/10
Scooners - 10/09/2010
Boilerbates - 4/1/2011
mattatk81- 5/19/2011
Cancrusher - 5/19/2010
dchogs- 5/16/2011
hunter111 5/23/2011
Onelegrus 03/17/2011
Boelker62 - 08/27/2012
Wastepanel-06/29/2011
In the end I Surrender, I and I alone accept that I have and always will have a Nicotene ADDICTION. It is my choice to quit, but I can't do it alone. I get to go down this path one time, I want to do it right. I recognize that my word, my integrety to you is on the line and is only as good as my actions. Caving is not an option in this plan-Eafman 7/11

I am not cured. I will quit one day at a time. I will continue to do what works. Posting roll everyday. To do otherwise would be foolish on my part. You can do this-Ready 12/11

To overcome your addiction you must comprehend what it means to fail-Razd 3/12

Theres a lot of people that come here, especially vets, that WANT to be reminded that they are addicts.-Tarpon 6/12

Just as a building starts with architectural drawings. Your daily quit begins with a promise.-Scowick 2/13

Here and now, focused on today, minute by minute, whatever it takes, I promise to all my bros and myself not to become a negative stat and stay quit!-krok 1/15

I want everyone to be quit. Even the assholes.-Probe1957 1/18

Try walkin' your talk or get the fuck out of my way-A Perfect Circle (TalkTalk)
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Most don't believe they're an addict even after quitting! That's why some fail. Admitting is the first step to recovery! Please post if you believe in the following statement:

Hi, My name is ____________ and I am an addict!

Name & Quit Date:

mylilsecret - 01/04/07
Move Forward - 3/9/09
theo - 7/30/08
glenn f the kodiak - 03/30/09
Cubs204- 04/02/09
Livin- 5/15/09
Markr-4/1/09
Niwot 1-1-09
Larrymc911 - 5/8/09
Buckfever36 - 12/31/07
Bhfive- 3/9/09
Wildcat99-1/1/09
visa - 2/24/08
syndrome - 11/12/08
Brian - 2/16/09
CTD2500 - 5/9/08
thumper069 05/24/09
Smokeyg - 5/19/08
NowItsTime - 3/1/08
Trapper- 1/1/09
Bill- 8/1/08
MDG Welding-6/8/09
Aug - 8/18/09
sjfdmicp 8/15/09
cdforecheck - 7/17/09
Enough - 8/1/09
quit_to_win - 9/29/08
Skoal Monster 1/27/09
jasonm01 - 3/4/2009
LAQuitter - 5/2/2009
CaseyG - 7/21/2009
Moose 10/5/2009
Razd611 10/19/2009
coolcop - 9/1/09
Jay1doug aka JasonD.11/4/09
tuckfobacco- 10/25/2009
byebyegrizz- 10/9/2009
klark - 10/22/2009
chromeguy 11/05/09
MikeA - 1/1/10
Steelers - 1/6/10
MSHowell - 1/27/10
Kill the Bear - 2/13/10
Paul528 - 2/8/10
Snuffed - 02/15/10
Greg5280 - 10/30/09
AAD-Jason- 12/23/2009
TWhite-01/17/2010
jfbolton-12/22/2009
Teamgreen - 3/17/2010
Instigator-4/5/2010
DocSardonic - 2/14/2010
Slavetothebear- 3/20/2010
Shazam 4/7/2010 (Second and final time around!)
Romandog - 4/18/2011
Souliman - 12/1/2010
Scowick - 12/11/10
Miles - 03/08/11
oz - 5/13/11 - I'm an addict!
Cornwallace - 04/11/2011
Jason 01/19/2011
Husker(Pat) 03/17/2011
Greg5280 - 10/30/2009 - Still
dragstered - 4/2/2011
30 2/13/2011
J2b - 1-24-2011; for life
funnylatino 5/19/2011
NOLAQ - 3/16/2010 - Werd.
Rocketman - 3/19/2011
Radman - 09/15/2010
kmarren 5/20/11
ncgolfer 12/17/10
Scooners - 10/09/2010
Boilerbates - 4/1/2011
mattatk81- 5/19/2011
Cancrusher - 5/19/2010
dchogs- 5/16/2011
hunter111 5/23/2011
Onelegrus 03/17/2011
Boelker62 - 08/27/2012
Wastepanel-06/29/2011
mfkuss -09/05/12
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QD 09/05/12
HOF 12/13/12

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Most don't believe they're an addict even after quitting! That's why some fail. Admitting is the first step to recovery! Please post if you believe in the following statement:

Hi, My name is ____________ and I am an addict!

Name & Quit Date:

mylilsecret - 01/04/07
Move Forward - 3/9/09
theo - 7/30/08
glenn f the kodiak - 03/30/09
Cubs204- 04/02/09
Livin- 5/15/09
Markr-4/1/09
Niwot 1-1-09
Larrymc911 - 5/8/09
Buckfever36 - 12/31/07
Bhfive- 3/9/09
Wildcat99-1/1/09
visa - 2/24/08
syndrome - 11/12/08
Brian - 2/16/09
CTD2500 - 5/9/08
thumper069 05/24/09
Smokeyg - 5/19/08
NowItsTime - 3/1/08
Trapper- 1/1/09
Bill- 8/1/08
MDG Welding-6/8/09
Aug - 8/18/09
sjfdmicp 8/15/09
cdforecheck - 7/17/09
Enough - 8/1/09
quit_to_win - 9/29/08
Skoal Monster 1/27/09
jasonm01 - 3/4/2009
LAQuitter - 5/2/2009
CaseyG - 7/21/2009
Moose 10/5/2009
Razd611 10/19/2009
coolcop - 9/1/09
Jay1doug aka JasonD.11/4/09
tuckfobacco- 10/25/2009
byebyegrizz- 10/9/2009
klark - 10/22/2009
chromeguy 11/05/09
MikeA - 1/1/10
Steelers - 1/6/10
MSHowell - 1/27/10
Kill the Bear - 2/13/10
Paul528 - 2/8/10
Snuffed - 02/15/10
Greg5280 - 10/30/09
AAD-Jason- 12/23/2009
TWhite-01/17/2010
jfbolton-12/22/2009
Teamgreen - 3/17/2010
Instigator-4/5/2010
DocSardonic - 2/14/2010
Slavetothebear- 3/20/2010
Shazam 4/7/2010 (Second and final time around!)
Romandog - 4/18/2011
Souliman - 12/1/2010
Scowick - 12/11/10
Miles - 03/08/11
oz - 5/13/11 - I'm an addict!
Cornwallace - 04/11/2011
Jason 01/19/2011
Husker(Pat) 03/17/2011
Greg5280 - 10/30/2009 - Still
dragstered - 4/2/2011
30 2/13/2011
J2b - 1-24-2011; for life
funnylatino 5/19/2011
NOLAQ - 3/16/2010 - Werd.
Rocketman - 3/19/2011
Radman - 09/15/2010
kmarren 5/20/11
ncgolfer 12/17/10
Scooners - 10/09/2010
Boilerbates - 4/1/2011
mattatk81- 5/19/2011
Cancrusher - 5/19/2010
dchogs- 5/16/2011
hunter111 5/23/2011
Onelegrus 03/17/2011
Boelker62 - 08/27/2012
Wastepanel-06/29/2011
mfkuss -09/05/12
Gr8whitebuffalo- 05/07/12
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Most don't believe they're an addict even after quitting! That's why some fail. Admitting is the first step to recovery! Please post if you believe in the following statement:

Hi, My name is ____________ and I am an addict!

Name & Quit Date:

mylilsecret - 01/04/07
Move Forward - 3/9/09
theo - 7/30/08
glenn f the kodiak - 03/30/09
Cubs204- 04/02/09
Livin- 5/15/09
Markr-4/1/09
Niwot 1-1-09
Larrymc911 - 5/8/09
Buckfever36 - 12/31/07
Bhfive- 3/9/09
Wildcat99-1/1/09
visa - 2/24/08
syndrome - 11/12/08
Brian - 2/16/09
CTD2500 - 5/9/08
thumper069 05/24/09
Smokeyg - 5/19/08
NowItsTime - 3/1/08
Trapper- 1/1/09
Bill- 8/1/08
MDG Welding-6/8/09
Aug - 8/18/09
sjfdmicp 8/15/09
cdforecheck - 7/17/09
Enough - 8/1/09
quit_to_win - 9/29/08
Skoal Monster 1/27/09
jasonm01 - 3/4/2009
LAQuitter - 5/2/2009
CaseyG - 7/21/2009
Moose 10/5/2009
Razd611 10/19/2009
coolcop - 9/1/09
Jay1doug aka JasonD.11/4/09
tuckfobacco- 10/25/2009
byebyegrizz- 10/9/2009
klark - 10/22/2009
chromeguy 11/05/09
MikeA - 1/1/10
Steelers - 1/6/10
MSHowell - 1/27/10
Kill the Bear - 2/13/10
Paul528 - 2/8/10
Snuffed - 02/15/10
Greg5280 - 10/30/09
AAD-Jason- 12/23/2009
TWhite-01/17/2010
jfbolton-12/22/2009
Teamgreen - 3/17/2010
Instigator-4/5/2010
DocSardonic - 2/14/2010
Slavetothebear- 3/20/2010
Shazam 4/7/2010 (Second and final time around!)
Romandog - 4/18/2011
Souliman - 12/1/2010
Scowick - 12/11/10
Miles - 03/08/11
oz - 5/13/11 - I'm an addict!
Cornwallace - 04/11/2011
Jason 01/19/2011
Husker(Pat) 03/17/2011
Greg5280 - 10/30/2009 - Still
dragstered - 4/2/2011
30 2/13/2011
J2b - 1-24-2011; for life
funnylatino 5/19/2011
NOLAQ - 3/16/2010 - Werd.
Rocketman - 3/19/2011
Radman - 09/15/2010
kmarren 5/20/11
ncgolfer 12/17/10
Scooners - 10/09/2010
Boilerbates - 4/1/2011
mattatk81- 5/19/2011
Cancrusher - 5/19/2010
dchogs- 5/16/2011
hunter111 5/23/2011
Onelegrus 03/17/2011
Boelker62 - 08/27/2012
Wastepanel-06/29/2011
mfkuss -09/05/12
Gr8whitebuffalo- 05/07/12
SirDerek - 07/02/2012- thanks for listening
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Good thread I guess. But does anyone care that mylilsecret's last activity was January 14, 2012?
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Good thread I guess. But does anyone care that mylilsecret's last activity was January 14, 2012?

remember, this is recording quit date so it is not really updated for anyone, I would almost have this in the monthly threads so that it is signed by those in the month at the beginning.
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Coach Steve
Oct 17, 2012, 9:56 am
Good thread I guess. But does anyone care that mylilsecret's last activity was January 14, 2012?

last we spoke she was lacking internets access... i no she doesnt lack for digits cuz she was huge in my gettin to the hall.
any day what ends in "y" is a good day to be quit... hay man today ends in "y"

man if all your gonna do is post statis updates, stick to the face book and tweeter. you wanna quit with me? then gosh darn it post roll.

hof speechin or the best dam intro thred. and your all ways wellcome over to the party bus a quit

my thots on when to leave kill the can and my very own words a wisdom
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I think it's important to remember our journey and how we got here.

My first post ever:

Posted 09 January 2007 - 02:41 PM

My username says it all.
mylilsecret .. yep - I kept it hidden! I've kept it hidden so well not even my spouse knew when we got married that I was addicted to Copenhagen.

I started probably as many do, my friend was doing it to rebel. Sure, I went along for the ride. What a wasteful ride that was now when I look back on it. It wasn't long after that, when I turned 16, I started doing it more. I did it in, the only private spot a 16 year old had, the bathroom. Always telling myself, I can quit whenever I want to. Yep .. my lil secret and me.

My high school sweetheart and I got married and before long I was finding it harder and harder to keep a secret. Always excusing myself to be alone, constanting brushing my teeth so I wouldn't be found out. Then came the day - god, I remember it so clearly. The yelling, the disbelief, the mistrust ... you see, I was a woman with an addiction and my husband just found my spit cup.

YOU do what? .. NO, tell me who has been here! I mean it, C'mon ..
I know it was a guy who was here. Haven't we always been honest to one another? Why won't you tell me the truth?

That day I actually had to take a dip in front of him, so he would believe me.
He told me to quit. You are beautiful and no woman does that. It's disgusting! Quit now!

Excuse me? But I would LOVE you NO matter what you did so why CAN'T you love me for the WAY I am? Telling him, I can quit whenever I want to. Yep .. my lil secret and me.

It has gotten me into so many fights with my husband. I do have to say I tried to be respectful. I didn't push it into his face. I always brushed my teeth afterwards. But he just hated it so and maybe a part of him hated me for being so weak. There came a time where I finally got relaxed enough, I would do it around him. He hated it, but lived with it. He would threaten me! I am going to tell your mom. She'll tell you how distusting it is. Finally, I got tired of hearing this and told my mom. Here I was over 30 and telling my mom I dipped Copenhagen. All the times, I rushed from the living room to the bathroom because the doorbell would ring. Not wanting anyone to know ... my lil secret.

After many years, after several times of trying to quit, (sometimes only a few hours and I'd give up) after new year resolutions, and through my husbands heartache, I finally see my lil secret for what it is and I am ashamed of myself and the lack of respect I had for my body and health.

To see me out and about, you probably would have never known, heck you might have past me at some point, or I could be your next door neighbor.. but behind my make-up and hair all done up, behind the nice clothes, behind this woman was a can packin' Copenhagen fanatic. It was a drug. It was MY drug for soo long. And what is sooooo upsetting .. I can at any moment easily access it. Any moment, I could drive to the store and have my drug. That scares me to death.

My husband and I have always watched Intervention and how the family steps in and tries to help the person they love to take control back of their life without their addiction. ( commonly you'd see illegal drug use, alcoholics, eating disorders, etc) One night during the show, I turned to my husband and said I wish someone would do an intervention on me. He said .. You CAN stop at anytime. It's not an addiction. You just don't have the willpower or the need to want to give it up. I tried explaining it to him but if you have never been addicted to something it's hard to show that person what it's like. I cried alot that night.

That was several months ago, I remember thinking if I try to quit again. I want to be more educated. When I saw that the addiction to nicotine is higher than the addiction to crack or heroin, I was astonished. And I knew I needed help.

Sooo .. here I am, asking for help, ideas and suggestions, for motivation, courage and strength and above all peace of mind that I am doing the right thing. It's going to be hard but with support I can accomplish it.

My addiction started with a lil secret at the age of 16, now 20 years later, it's time for me to take control of my life. As of Jan 5th 2007 - 5 WHOLE days, I have been drug-free. My withdraws are bad at times. From headaches to body aches. I feel irritable all the time. I have been chewing gum and sucking on candy.

If anyone has any suggestions I would appreciate it.
I hope as time goes on, it'll get a bit easier.

Because of this website and forum .. my lil secret .. no longer exists.
Thank you for allowing me to share my story.

mylilsecret



-mls
6 1/2 yrs quit

you can do it ............... I did.
"Dunno about you HP, but LOOT doesn't like getting assfucked, by anyone....and certainly won't chalk it up to 'shit happens'."
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mylilsecret on 8/26/2013 @ 9:21 pm
 
I think it's important to remember our journey and how we got here.

My first post ever:

Posted 09 January 2007 - 02:41 PM

My username says it all.
mylilsecret .. yep - I kept it hidden! I've kept it hidden so well not even my spouse knew when we got married that I was addicted to Copenhagen.

I started probably as many do, my friend was doing it to rebel. Sure, I went along for the ride. What a wasteful ride that was now when I look back on it. It wasn't long after that, when I turned 16, I started doing it more. I did it in, the only private spot a 16 year old had, the bathroom. Always telling myself, I can quit whenever I want to. Yep .. my lil secret and me.

My high school sweetheart and I got married and before long I was finding it harder and harder to keep a secret. Always excusing myself to be alone, constanting brushing my teeth so I wouldn't be found out. Then came the day - god, I remember it so clearly. The yelling, the disbelief, the mistrust ... you see, I was a woman with an addiction and my husband just found my spit cup.

YOU do what? .. NO, tell me who has been here! I mean it, C'mon ..
I know it was a guy who was here. Haven't we always been honest to one another? Why won't you tell me the truth?

That day I actually had to take a dip in front of him, so he would believe me.
He told me to quit. You are beautiful and no woman does that. It's disgusting! Quit now!

Excuse me? But I would LOVE you NO matter what you did so why CAN'T you love me for the WAY I am? Telling him, I can quit whenever I want to. Yep .. my lil secret and me.

It has gotten me into so many fights with my husband. I do have to say I tried to be respectful. I didn't push it into his face. I always brushed my teeth afterwards. But he just hated it so and maybe a part of him hated me for being so weak. There came a time where I finally got relaxed enough, I would do it around him. He hated it, but lived with it. He would threaten me! I am going to tell your mom. She'll tell you how distusting it is. Finally, I got tired of hearing this and told my mom. Here I was over 30 and telling my mom I dipped Copenhagen. All the times, I rushed from the living room to the bathroom because the doorbell would ring. Not wanting anyone to know ... my lil secret.

After many years, after several times of trying to quit, (sometimes only a few hours and I'd give up) after new year resolutions, and through my husbands heartache, I finally see my lil secret for what it is and I am ashamed of myself and the lack of respect I had for my body and health.

To see me out and about, you probably would have never known, heck you might have past me at some point, or I could be your next door neighbor.. but behind my make-up and hair all done up, behind the nice clothes, behind this woman was a can packin' Copenhagen fanatic. It was a drug. It was MY drug for soo long. And what is sooooo upsetting .. I can at any moment easily access it. Any moment, I could drive to the store and have my drug. That scares me to death.

My husband and I have always watched Intervention and how the family steps in and tries to help the person they love to take control back of their life without their addiction. ( commonly you'd see illegal drug use, alcoholics, eating disorders, etc) One night during the show, I turned to my husband and said I wish someone would do an intervention on me. He said .. You CAN stop at anytime. It's not an addiction. You just don't have the willpower or the need to want to give it up. I tried explaining it to him but if you have never been addicted to something it's hard to show that person what it's like. I cried alot that night.

That was several months ago, I remember thinking if I try to quit again. I want to be more educated. When I saw that the addiction to nicotine is higher than the addiction to crack or heroin, I was astonished. And I knew I needed help.

Sooo .. here I am, asking for help, ideas and suggestions, for motivation, courage and strength and above all peace of mind that I am doing the right thing. It's going to be hard but with support I can accomplish it.

My addiction started with a lil secret at the age of 16, now 20 years later, it's time for me to take control of my life. As of Jan 5th 2007 - 5 WHOLE days, I have been drug-free. My withdraws are bad at times. From headaches to body aches. I feel irritable all the time. I have been chewing gum and sucking on candy.

If anyone has any suggestions I would appreciate it.
I hope as time goes on, it'll get a bit easier.

Because of this website and forum .. my lil secret .. no longer exists.
Thank you for allowing me to share my story.

mylilsecret



-mls
6 1/2 yrs quit

you can do it ............... I did.

Thanks mls for being an inspiration to quit...proud of you and your 6 1/2 year quit.
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