so hey man you guys. so i been dippin mostly cope for like 23 years, an my dentist is crawlin up my butt bout quittin. and so's my doc, an now my health insurance wants more. well i says enuff is e-nuff! i done tried quittin afore. sometimes cole turky some times with that fake snuff. then i done stumbles cross you guys, and says heres guys whats goin thru the same kinda stuff, so maybe they can helps, and when i quits, i can help other guys. so here i am.

now i heres that we can git irratabel specially in the first days man. so man, i'm gonna try to keeps it lite round heres.

anyhows, i think i read around heres that them atomic fire balls si good to suck on but you know what man? i been threw a coupl dozen in the last days, and theys killin my tast buds man. last nites we wnet to this mexicin place fer dinner man, and i asked em where the salsa was amn, and they tells me that there foods smuthered in it man. well im here to tell ya man, i couldn't taste none ofit. so man, how much longer do ya think i need them fireballs? cause i think theys a beter ider than that facke snuff man. i tried that fake snuff afore abd you no what man? havin that fake stuff in the lip makes it to easy to want the reel stuff man. so im gonna stik to them fireballs mman an if i can't taste nothin for a few weeks man well that ok cause this time im quittin man. an if i can chow on like habenyeros and amaze my frends then tahts a bonis man.

so if theyres a place i should post storys - an maybe some ain't bout quittin - can somone clues me in?

OK i'll bite......Welcome "Man". I dont know if youre serious or not but if you are come on in and start reading everything you can. Reach out to anyone you see on here, we are all willing to help. I just reached day 100 today so im getting pretty good at this quitting shit so holla at me if you need anything.

man i'm as serioujs as the cancer i'm tryin to avoid. i rites this stuff to blow off steem, and may be some guy havin a bad day cna enjoy it to.

hey man, looks like yer a stillers fan. i grew up a brownies guy. man i hated the stillers man. like that guy lambert. you no he din't finish a single game in cleveland man? got kicked out of every darn one. always pickin fights with someone. man, the only game i missed in like 10 years was cause i was playin peewee ball on a sunday. it was that game where turky jones slammed bradshaw man. i had to wait to see it on the hilites man, cause we din't have espn back then.

anywaty, i was pissed when they picked up an left town. so i became a stillers fan for a few years. i like that rothlisbergenheimer man. i don't care bout them brrowns v2.0 a lick. an plus i moved to detroit, whats uglier than cleveland by miles. and man there lions suck big time. but they got them hockey red wings, and man that's a good team. but them pengwins you gots in pixburgh are pretty good to man.

so man i'm readin what to esspect when you quit and to be real honest man i din't get any big headaches or nothin in the first 3 days. may be cause i drink lots of coffee now (cause i also quit suckin dow 700 calories a day of mt. dew). and then it says til bout 20 days i'll have some of the habit wantin to come back and be nasty and not sleep so good man. well let me tell you what man. its all true. first man i find myself reachin to my pocket wear i used to keep the can. well now man its filled with them atomic fire balls. i just wanna take a minit an say i'm startin to hate them things man. my tung is all red from the color and i can't taste nuthin man.

ok now for beeing mean and nasty and not sleepin so good. yeah it started bout day 4 i was wakin up like evry hour man. the old lady shes pretty hot and the nites are gettin colder and shes all pressed up next to me. i love my old lady and she loves me. i no she'd do most anything to hepl me kick the nic-bitch outta my life but i'm guessin that me hoppin her at 3 am ain't gonna happen. specailly if i'm back for more at 4. so i rolls over and try gettin some sleep. now after a few nights of wakin up wantin some action and not gettin any i can see wear the fusrtation comse in man. but we talked and put together a schedual so i can git some afore we goto bed and she can still sleep all nite. man i mite not even tell her when i can sleep good again.

so anyway you guys thanks for hangin out hear and lettin me do my thing to.

so man like i says in the first post that sometimes i like to rite bout thing that ain't quittin stuff man. tody's one of them days man, cause its big gmae day. the ohio state universe is gonna lay an ass whoopin on michigan today what nocks 'em into next year man. now as i was tellin the stillers fan, i moved to the D-troit from the C-berg area man. but seee i wasn't never reely a buckeyes fan. they was like the nayberhood bully man, so i din't much care for 'em. but let me tell you somethin brothers an sisters, i ain't never seen nothin like michigan fans. first man they call it the harverd of the midwest. what's that mean man? like they got a bunch of spoiled rich snot nose punks what think the world owes 'em everyting? that they'll gtraduate and live off daddy's conections? cause that's what i think of with harverd man. second man they think there teams are the greatess thing since slice dbread man. when's the last time they played in that rose bowl man? like they shooda handed out laminated mapps of orlandao man, cause they been playin that capital one bowl since afore it was the capital one bowl. and man they could use it agin this year to visit disny since they don't need to pay for no bowl trip! and man we don't even need to sya how bad there basketball team is man.

so anyways got buckeyeyes. run up the score like them old nebraska teams use to! make rich rod cry some more.

This one is my favorite so far. Your doing great. Happy day 10. Syndrome is a really cool name. I did not think real hard on mine, In fact really not at all. You ought to post some of this in the group or at tell people to come read my stuff in Syndrome world. REally cool.

hey man i mite do that when i add new stuff over here man.

man i tell ya i wasnt' to happy yesterday. them buckeys shoulda reely rolled up the score big time man.

i gotta tell you guys man that turky day was tuff man. it wasn't the day off work man cause i've had weekends man. but man it was the first time i had real cravings since i quit man. but i held stromg man and that ain't what i came to rite bout today man.

i came to share the dredded dip dream man. now we all nos to spect them man. my brother man was a smoker what quit a few years bakc man. he tells me them smokin dreams still get him ever so offen man. so the nite after turky day i'm sleepin and i had this dream wehre i'm really cravin a dip man. and even in my dream i know i reely don't want it man but i gots to have it ya no? then i takes the dip man, an in my dream i say "shit that was stupid man! now i'm gonna get kicked outta my quit group man! how do you tell the quitters you suck at quittin? man maybe ole syndrome just flotes off in the vapers of the intertubes."

well then man i wakes up all swetty and stuff still thinkin i screwed the pooch on my quit. but then i sees the larm clock man an its like 2 am in the mornin man. hey its the middel of the nite man, an i no i din't by no dip cause i'm still werin my boxers man. but i checked all the usall hidin spaces just in case byut they was all emty man. so i woke up later to day 16 of the quit man more determind than every!

i also gotta say i'm trying to cut back on them atomic fire balls man. i tell you guys i ain't tasted nuthin in over 2 wweeks now cept that cimmonin.

so for all you guys what ain't had the dream don't you worry bout it man. stay strong man. its just another test from the bitch man.

Good post Syndrome. I had my 3rd nic dream last night. I dreamed that I smoked some cigs and then was debating on whether that was caving or not and whether I needed to post roll as day 1. I decided I did and boy was I pissed off for blowing my quit. I was scared of feb group being pissed as well. I also woke up around 2am very grateful to realize it was just a dream and that I'm still at 30 days quit.

I really like this phrase. I would like to just meld into the chair or couch or sidewalk. Your doing great. I freak on the dreams also and then get really excited when I realize that I am still in bed and their is no way I could have done that.

so you gyuys its been a time since old syndrome had much to say man. i aint had no nic dream since turky day so thats cool. reely the quits goin perty good. i was lookin at what i should expect now. i'll say constipashun aint a problme, cause i eat my oatmeal every day and gets lots of extra fiber too. i get some headakes, but maybe thats on acount of i got a new pillow, or may be its not. theys usualy in the back of the head near the neck man. so any of you guys or gals what gets em can you tell old syndrome where you gets em? i ppreciate that. man one thing i do notise that is on the list is that i been crackin em off pretty good for a few weeks now. they aint the smelly kind, which is good, cause i dont wanna smell em all day. but they are the noisy kind and you no how it is when you try to pinch em off when your in church or somethin and dont want eberybody looking at you. its kinda cool at home cause i can play pull my finger wiht the kids, or blame the floor, or start a hunt for them barkin spiders.

so man i gots to tell you bout them atomic fire balls man. like i said afore i started to use them for the oral fixashun, and i was byin like 2 pounds a week at ole mr bulky's place. well man i'm still hooked, sept im down to like 4 or 5 fireballs a day insted of like 15 or 20. thats a good thing cause if i keeped up that pace man i was gonna be makin a couple a payments on my dentists boat man. but no what? if it wasnt for them fireballs, i dont no if i make it past 2 weeks on my quit man. did i say earlier i tried the mint stuff? i tried that and the clover stuff at diffrent times to quit, but it was just to easy to go from mint or clover back to the bitch man. so if your like me and tried to quit with that stuff an it dint work man may be this helps you to man. i aint had a pinch a nuthin between the cheek an gums for 38 days now an with the help of the almighty and my brothers an sisters here i aint never gonna have another.

Hang in there man, do what ever you got to do to keep the shit out off your lip.
Don't worry about the dip dreams, I still get an occasional one but they're easier to blow off now.

Hey you guys like i took an old Christmas song and changed it a bit for you. I hope you like it man.

*LOOT reaches over and resets the gaydar*

hey man even tho this is quit support, if you wanna come out of the closet were here for you man. but i aint gonna be for you in that way man.

I like your writing better the other way!

Here is to another syde of Syndrome. Way to go.

hey you guys. i gotta give some props to my fellow feb dude butchtn. cause you no butch man has his quit goin good when he can spend like 4 ours playin golf with a dude whats dippin and not cave. mosta the times we got it pretty easy man. to cave we gots to git offa our buts and go down to the kwiky mart and by somtehin to cave man. but man that butch man got tested got tested reel tuff man, and he past it to. man theres bin days were if i had someone around me with a tin a coope i migth a caved man. and man i hope them days are far behind me afore i get tested like that man. so like mad props to that butch dude.

hey no waht else man? my wife went to my dentist the other day man an told em i quit like i said i was gonna. well man they was all up set on a count of me usin them fireballs man. kin you beleve it? man i think them dentist people aint gonna be happy til we all die man so we aint screwin up our teeth man. i say screw that man. my fireballs may make yer next fookin boat payment man.

Very kind words sir....very kind.

hey you guys how many people did yatell bout yer quit? i figgered i'd tell every body cause they'd shame me for cavin just like yall wood. so i gots a big quit grop at home and work to man. but man its them guys what still dip i was worryed bout but man its been good cause they aint tryin to get me to cave man. may be cause i told one guy if he ever offerd me a dip i'd kikc him in the nuts man. any ways you guys my latest stash of them atomic fire ball what i gots at mr bulky is just bout run out. and so my new years restitutiion is to quit usin fireballs too man. at leats not the 6 or 8 or 10 a day i been usin but may be a few a week aint too bad cause they aint killin me like that dip was man.

so you guys man i wanna give nother shoutout to one of my feb guys whos got the quit goin good. are bro HDFIREDAWG is over there in the middleeast man and who nos what kinda shit is goin on over htere but man its gotta be reel stressfull man and a guy what can quit in that situashun is one tuff muther man. so props to the Dawg man and heres hopin your quit will be a good long one man. 'Cheers'

I'll second that motion. You are one bad ass quitter my man.

hey man this one aint bout quittin just a random observashun. are all weather dudes like fishermen or porn wannabes? cause yesterday man they were all like omg were gonna get 8 or 10 inches man look out! well man you no what? we dint even get like 2 inches man. i bet these gyus go out to the bars and tell the ladys hey babe i'm hung like a horse wehn they really got my little pony size peckers man. but you no what else man? i wish i was a wether dude cause i could like be a complete fcuk up every day and still have a job man. how cool is that?

I don't know, but I'd like to give that porn wannabe shit a try. But I don't think anyone would pay to see my chicken dick and flabby ass.

hey man you guys i had an other dip dream last nite. but you no what? this time i didnt wake up sweatin man. i beat the bitch down in my dream. my lady says i was reel restless fer a time so that musta bin the same time.

any ways man in my dream i had a fresh can a cope but no idea where it came from man. next thing bout half the can in my lip. then i'm like shit man and tryin to spit it out. then it was like them angel and devil guys on the sholders but they were in my head man not on my sholders. it went kinda like this-
the angel guy says spit it out but you gotta tell them guys at ktc yer a fuckup and start at day 1 agin man.
then the devil dude says hey man if you gotta start agin you shood enjoy this one man.
angel dude wins and i spit it out right quick.

devil dude says hey man you only wnated one pinch man and you still got the rest of this can man.
angel dude says hey i dont remember byin this cope and man i'm to cheep to buy a hole can for just one pinch man.
devil dude says yeah but do you remember not byin it?
angel dude is startin to lose man. i bet this is where i'm thrashin in bed.

then the devil dude makes his mistake. he says hey man you just pissed away 70 days a quit. but man you proved you can go 70 so lets just enjoy the rest of this can.
angel guy says how many days did you say?
devil dude says 70 man.
angel guy says ha! i no i alerady posted 71 days quit over to ktc. so devil man you loze. git the fuck outa here.

and just like that the devil dude was gone from my head and i dint even wake up. man i just like had my brain figger all that out while i was sleepin. so hey you guys i must be pretty smart to beat the bitch in my sleep.

oh hey since i got on a roll man i wanna give some props to another of my feb guys. that ricko dude is like the class presadent of feb man. he's that guy whats alwasy gettin the rest organized man. plus he's like the cheerleeder ready to lend a pick me up to any one what down. man every month needs a ricko like guy. man some day i coud see him bein one of them mods cause i dont think hes goin any where once he hits the hall man,.

hey you guys. i gotta tell you i am so pissed off at this serious-xm merger deal man. i have xm and man i was likin it. i lissen a lot to the hocky stuff but i also like the comedy and my music like fred and fungus man. well i tell ya serious gets in and all of a sudden fungus is gone. now i can't get no punk like the sex pistols and dead kennedys. that reely sucks big time. then they take my fred and call it first wave. and they add some jackass dj to it so now its the mr jackass show instead of all music. then the take the comedy stations and cut the play list down so much that i here the same shit all the time. man when it was just xm i could go weeks with out havin repeets.

ok and this is wat reely sucks on top of it. they use to have 20 trafic and wether stations but they cut back to 12 and combined some citys. ok some of um make cents. like putting orlando and tampa together or phily and boston. but man they put detroit with las vegas man. so when im goin to work at 630 in the mornin i gotta here vegas trafic at 330 in the mornin. who the fuck is drivin in vegas at 330 that needs trafic reports man? and then when its like 0 degrees in detroit i gotta here that its gonna be like 60 in vegas. man that sucks. i tell you what old syndrome is gonna go cancel his xm after the redwings season is over and when i do i'm gonna tell them serious-xm boys whats what.

oh yeah and i gotta order my ktc nife man cause tomorows day 90. man whod a thunk it?

hey you guys. man i can hardly beleve its almost bin 100 days. man thats just crazy. so i'm gonna grab me some scotch to nite and right that big HOF speech man. but i'm gonna warn youi guys a little scotch and theexitement of the big day is gonna make me a little nuts so dont spect to see my hof speech lookin like my usually deep stuff cause the stile will be diffrnet for sure man. but don't worry cause by the week end i'll be back down to erth and my old self afore you no it. but if you get disapointed with my hof speech at least i wanred you.

hey i all ready orderred my hof nife last week so i hope that comes soon.

Syndrome I am so looking forward to it. I like your style so I am sure it is going to be awesome for sure. Later

hey man you guys. one thing i forgot to say in my hof speechifyin. how many a you guys still enjoyed dippin when you quit? cause man i no i dint. i dint reely like the taste no more. i dint get no buzz on. man all i did for the last years afore i quit was feed the adictshun man. simple as that.

hey man i feel like i turned some kinda corner tho. cause i was watchin the outlaw joezy wales over the week end man. and you no what? every time he spit man i was like that was gross man. man not onse did i wish i was doin that. but man i aint no dumy man. i no she's out there waitin for me to let my gard down so i aint gonna do it. aint gonna give her a chance.

are you serious bro...you just fuckin with loot?

hey man you guys hows it goin? so way back in my firts post in this thred i said sometimes i'd be postin stuff not relate dto quitin rite? so man i got a story. man are dryer broke down last week cause it was amost 20 years old man. and i told the oold lady it werent no use fixin it so lets get a new un. now the washin mashine broke down last year so she wants the matchin dryer an thats ok with me. but man we got a frunt loader washer and got a stand for it. so i gotta get the stand for the dryer to man. well no big deal cause if i miss the morgage that oboma dudes gonna help me out man. any ways i get done putin it in place and i gots to level it. now this is ware the stand is importent cause it dont make sents with just the dryer. i'm done levelin it out and just gotta titen up the nuts and i thoght i had the rench on good but man it sliped off and afore i coould stop i cranked my hand in to the sheet metal. man i tell you i split my thum wide open. there was blood every where. i meen i soked thru 2 band ades afore i got the job done. i told the old lady she couldnt off me for a couple a years cause i wach that csi and i no they can find that blood if they come lookin. well any way i went and got me some of them butter fly things to close it up with cause man you guys no they say you gotta keep them stiches dry. and man i cant be missin my swimmin work outs now. but man i aint had one of them tb shots to keep away the lock jaw in i dont no how long so may be i should get one. but then i read on the interwebs that it dont do no good after the fact any how. so man thats my story.

I would have passed out at the sight of blood. I can not stand blood. I hope all gets worked out and the dryer dries your swiming trunks just right.

hey man you guys i gotta tell you somethin and i dint no wear else to put it man. man i was at the pool yestrday for my trainin when i saw somethin that made me sicker then pickin up a coke can and takin a big swig afore you reelize its your spit can man. i get out of the pool and theres this old woman. i mean like 70 old and man shes pastty wite and got extra rolls a skin so it looks like shes got 4 boobs man. but man that aint the sick part yet. man i'm waste deep in water and shes standin there in front of me in a thong bakini man and shes got bush hangin out both sides. man i almost herled in the pool rite there you guys. i had to swim to the other end afore i got out and walk back to get my towl. and man i was locked on the lifegard so i dint have to look at that shit again. thats the last time i bump my swim work out to the afternoon man.

so sorry if you just ate man i shooda warned you.

That's sick, yet funny at the same time...4 Boobs... :lol:

Glad I'm on an empty stomach...a thong...that's WRONG!

Glad you didn't hurl.


MF

hey man you guys got a couple a things to rite bout but i'm gonna save the kids ice show til the week end when i can rite more.

this here im ritin for the new guys and the new hof guys cause i dont want those guys thinkin its all over at 100 days and were all cured. now man i'm like around 150 days quit is all and i'm trainin a lot for a triathlon. that meens i run and bike a lot, and i got lots a time ware my mind can wander. and theres time when the bitch still gets in my head. 'you can just have one' she says. i say nope so she goes away for a few minits. then she's back with a nother plea. but i no i can fite it. i lerned to fite it here. and soon enuff i kick her to the curb agin.

now man she's tryin a new wayu to temped me. man after my mornin swims i go to a tim hortins whats in a gas stashun to get a bagle and coffee. now our obamama man has jacked taxes on tabacky, but get this man ustc has posters all round in the gas stashun with a new low price for cope. man they cut like $2 off the price of a can. wtih hier taxes. but man i aint gonna be tempeded by the lower price. waht it does is make me more determind and reely pissed to, cause it shows me they were hosin me on the price afore. so man i say fook you ustc! i aint byin. you fookers aint runnin my life no more.

any way i just wanna remind you guys it aint over at 100 days and it ain't all ways eazy. tghe guys whats bin here longer then me will prolly tell you the same thing.

Syndrome bro-- you are right -- it ain't never over ! Today is 10 +1 and as I was heading out to the shop after breakfast I tapped my front right pocket to make sure I had my "tin". Had to laugh at how old habits creep in but it still shows one that I am a chew away from failing my quit...which is why I live to quit one day at a time.! thanks for the reminder of how we gotta battle this!

on another note about your old lady swimming partner..you sure she wasn't trolling for you? 'crackup' Grey hairs need loving too!

you right ndrooster. i look in the console of my car everyday to see if my cope is there. i do it at least a couple of times a day. guess what- its not there- its gone. forever.

Yo Rooster, I wrote a few days ago, how I did the 'ol tap on the way to the shitter here at work.

We are all sick in the head.

I hear you all. The best thing about dipping for me, I also stopped getting that second coffee in the day to have something to spit into! Not only am I saving money on no dip (Even though the effers dropped the price) but also saving on coffee! I also keep checking the console and my pocket for my tin... seems to be gone... that's the way I like it and my QUIT!!!

Congrats on the 150. good to read your stories. I am a syndrome fan. Quit for sure.

Hey man you guys. I still get to tappin from time to time to. Man i was doin that a lot in my first couple a months a quit. so man i'd load my tin pocket with them atomic fire balls and when i tapped i popped one in my mouth. so man them old habits die hard.

but why i came here to day was to nounse that since i first came here i hit 25 pounds droped. man i thout for shure i'd put on wait when i quit but then i saw that antrasite triathalon thread what big brother jack had goin. well i tell ya i ran a cupple a marathons but my feet get beet up so bad. and i got a pritty good rode bike so i thout this wood be a cool thing ta do. i been trainin like a mad man sinse just afore chrismis. well i tell you what man for eester i was werin sutes what i dint fit into for like the last 7 or 8 yeers. so man thanks big bro jack for inspirin my but to do more then just quit.

and man i still owe you guys a rite up from my kids skatin show. i'll get to it soon.